weaker than you think.
♥
Monday, May 25, 2009
7:14:00 PM
My grades are screwed,
my mind too.
I'm scared,
anything you wanna do to make things worse?
Hit me.
b'cosofyou.
♥
Friday, May 22, 2009
9:29:00 PM
Let me say this for the millionth time, this week, was so tiring.
Chinese marks were so extremely horrible, social studies was screwed too. And topping off the worst- event list today, Amath was screwed as well. I freaking don't know why. I mean, I really don't care if they paper was difficult or challenging or whatever, but once it's screwed, yeah boy, it is.
Chinese IR was kinda productive for one. That madeline cheong teacher is kinda goooood. And she's got sharp ears. I was mumbling to myself about the meaning of the words when we were going through the answers, and she kept going through the words I wanted to know. Then, I finally realised she could hear us, all the way from the corner! Thankfully, her eyes aren't all that sharp, I was enjoying chocolate oreo, in the com lab(:
Drama was totally off on thursday. I screwed up the lines, and my blocking. I mean, what else could get better? I'm hell scared for monday, and shit shit shit scared for tuesday. Not to mention internal group issues. I'm at fault.
I can't do chinese. And I don't know how I'm gonna save myself, or even, attempt to do so.
I said what I've said. Where can't you just face up and like, get on with it!? I'm annoyed at you, yes I am. But you still make me laugh.
I shall go mope. Because
1) I have to face siow tomorrow; he have me a sad smiley when he texted me. Gosh):
2) I have chinese tuition. I don't wanna see my lao shi, cos I'm gonna get stressed.
3) I'm tempted to sleep, but i just slept for 2 hours prior to now.
4) I'm having internal issues; Someone needs to save me. but not you.
5) Everyone's talking about Adam Lambert's loss, and freaking not Kris Allen's win. ):
6) I feel fat and pasty.
7) I'm scared to look at my lines.
That gives me enough reason to climb back into bed, and stare at my pretty flower balloon.
MY FLOWER BALLOON HAS NO MORE CENTRE AND HAS ONLY 3 PETALS COS THE OTHER 2 PETALS AND THE CENTRE SHRUNK.
you.
♥
Sunday, May 17, 2009
7:04:00 PM
It's so hard to be your friend,
but I'm not going to give up,
only because of two reasons.
Because you are my friend,
and because you were a friend to me.
i've got to stop it, God help me.
♥
Friday, May 15, 2009
9:18:00 PM
I know I'm not supposed to be mad, or annoyed, or upset. But I really can't help it. I'm tired from going through this day and night and containing it in. But it's not as though as I can tell anyone, you know what I mean?
It's horrible.
Chines Os in two weeks. My ass refuses to budge to do my chinese homework for tomorrow. I can only think about, that.
Can't wait for badminton tomorrow. Confirmation service on sunday, then monday will be the day I see my first paper, which shall be a failure.
Gosh, someone save me.
q,loves.
♥ 11:28:00 AM
It's alright if the post is late, I know school's a killer.
You did fulfill your responsibility as a friend, and moreover, that of a sister. Remember all the hand-made cards, mailed postcards, gifts and texts of prayers, morning messages, all- the- best- for- your- exams messages and goodnight messages?
We weren't there for each other, that was true. With school, the stress and our own priorities, it gets really tough.
I'm sorry too, if you felt too tired and I wasn't there to understand. I'm sorry if you couldn't hold out and yet you had to hold out for me.
You don't have to apologise for the downs in our friendship. Because, every friendship has a fair share of ups, and downs. These bring us closer, and strengthens our friendship even more. So I guess, this is just one of the many we'll have to go through.
I'm sorry too, for not keeping up with you and being so cold even when you do call to cheer me up with playing the piano through the phone or try your best to initiate conversation.
You'll always be the q that I know and I'll accept you the way you are too. I know you do feel uncomfortable knowing I feel inferior, and that's alright, cos' really, I'm fine and when I'm not, I'll always get by and be fine.
Just like you, I want you to know too, that I'm gonna be here always. I too regret for not keeping up this friendship, and most importantly not keeping up with you.
And q, I really miss you too.
Love,
sherry.
becks, hot becks.
♥
Thursday, May 14, 2009
10:59:00 AM
''I don't flirt with other women- I exist only for Victoria.''
I mean, hoooooww much hotter can he possibly get?
balloons and their white strings
♥
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
11:07:00 PM
I miss my yellow balloon. It burst. I burst it accidentally.
On a side note, I think today's drama paper Hopefully, tomorrow will be a good day too. I mean, ruined plans which was the highlight of your week can't get much better. wait, can it?
-let go of that string, it'll cut you.
you know it will, don't you?was gooooood. I finally felt the happiness from the play, and it came from within! Really pleased about that, plus I'm not gonna worry too much for the results, I mean, I did get my joy from it, and that's just about enough to keep me happy(for now at least!) Went down to town with fab f, walked around loads. Great exercise, if I must say so myself. Bus ride was long, and carefree, with out the stress from mid years! 3 hours at siow's after that, proud and surprised at myself for making that choice: way to go!
crushed
♥
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
9:58:00 PM
what you see,
is what you get,
from me.
when love falls like acid rain,
♥
Saturday, May 09, 2009
11:02:00 PM
Someone suggested a picture up on the blog, so there's a random one from sports day!
The exams have just made the past week so draining, with much mugging, scarily tough geog paper, bearable e&amath papers and loads of other details which i'd rather just not mention here.
Mini outing with the two after paper on friday, thai express was fun, not forgetting the lovely tom yam noodles!(:
Came home to sleep for super long, and that was greatly needed. Skipped math tuition today, but lao shi and I had cheena lesson today. OH NO, CHEENA OS ARE UP NEXT):
Had a wonderful great session of badminton with adult cell, which was awesome fun, heeheexzxzx.
Had dinner at billy bentley's with the family, good fun, and nice lamb racks! My daddy was telling me how I was like when I was a baby, that was all fun, fun!
Church tomorrow, meeting fishyy loves for crap time and we're gonna watch auntie and pastor dance, coolest yeah(:
I'm gonna print stuff for my love love now, then sleep time(:
P.S Fann, you've been really fun to hang around with, take care of yourself okay?(: HAIRY MONK, HEEHEEHEEXZXZXZ(:
