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Sunday, June 29, 2008
10:08:00 PM
Ahfuck
"Never trust until you find perfection"
Iguessthatstatementsstands/
♥ 6:15:00 PM
Meow(:
Church- I wasn't paying attention with jo and doryy. Jo and I were just staring at this cute girl in front of us and talking. And ohmygosh, the little girl in front of us was so cute, and pretty. she was like a reduced size of a likely to be model. She kept turning around to look; and blinked quite a bit. I think Jo got like really bored after I kept ranting about the girl. but seriously, she's adorable and she doesn't cry and make a hell lot of noise though she was clearly very bored.
I think the preacher today was.. not your normal preacher. He did these magic show like thing for his sermon; and we couldn't see from the back): And the children's choir was sweet. Elizabeth and abigail sang really well. And they had this action song; with really simple but addictive actions, that sent me into immediate mental nostalgic mode of action songs and MKC.
Jo and I followed the actions later. And doryy had this impression that I was childhood deprived. Hahah(: And I'm gonna find out the actions for that song. I like it. I think everyone does too; EXCEPT THAT SOME PEOPLE REFUSE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT FACT. AHEM DORYY AHEM.
We spent a lot of after service time waiting and looking for joanna. And when we finally found her; a call of "LAO AH MAH AH?!" was cried. And guess what? Our beloved turned around. Everyone laughed and the incessant denial of response to that name prevailed. Oh, what can we say(:
Jas, cheryl, jo and I began playing the the green long stringy thing that I was addicted to in tkg last year. Since cheryl and jas had already had their fair share of romantic kissing from sharing the strand of plastified green strings, Jo and I were next.
Here's how it really went: Jo and either were facing each other with each of us having one end of the gummy in our mouth. What was supposed to be done was that me eat as much as we can. But what happened was that Jo started chomping off; with that awful horny face of hers, and I began to level down further till her face was over mine.
And jas and cheryl were just laughing and laughing their asses off?! Like hello?! Jas insisted that Jo was raping me(OHMGOSH YOU.) and she took videos. But apparently her comment to those videos were: "Eeeyer, this one not ci ji!"
Translation: "Eee. This one's not exciting!"
And then I refused to let Jo smirk away with her I-can-eat-more-than-sharon-face. So we "fought" again.
But this time, weiming and gordon pushed jo from the back; which sent her flying to my face. Like ohmygosh evil!? But at least no unwanted things happened.Hahah, jovina. this is your second failed attempt. Your success in youth camp when I was sleeping shall never happen again. And I know what you fantasize. Better be careful eh? AND DON'T ATTACK ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
Anyways. We all agreed to go lunch. We since we were all so lazy, we went home(: And for the first time since last year; i was home at like 12? And I ate my lunch and napped. Apparently people interrupted my nap. Grr you(:
At least I sat down for 2.5 hours to do coordinate geometry. I can do that(: But alpha beta still are mean things. We're not friends just yet): Hopefully I'll understand it at Mr Siow's tomorrow. Together with trigo.
Alrighty. I need to go buy geography notebook and emath and get my damn it calculator fixed and cracking for once.
With every wave, I sink in deeper. And with your every smile, it's engraved. I'm sort off getting over it; but..
You know; you're the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart right now.
realisation finally hit
♥
Saturday, June 28, 2008
10:51:00 PM
I just hit realisation.
Nothing has really mattered to me ever since this june except with studies, music and my close much loved friends.
I've lost it for that, I really don't want it anymore. It's already way too late. I'll never confide in you, and I don't want anything personal to do with you. I know you cried. I didn't mean for that. But I really don't want you to forve me into all this anymore. i really don't like this; just understand for once please?
Since when has studies affected me so much; to be motivated to do anything for better grades? I don't know. but at least this is one good change that went unrealised. Since when do I have dreams about AMath? Dear God, please help me to grasp all the concepts.
---
Thanks for sticking by me; I loved what you did last wednesday. You were so sweet<3
You're not having the best of time right now; but what you told me, you'll do it too right? And you said you'll smile for me and God(: Let's all just believe!
You're totally damn sweet. You told me you're my brother and you'll always be there to cheer me up. Thanks(:
You aren't having it great now, but you smiled today(: That's all you need to keep you going<3
I don't know about you/
♥
Friday, June 27, 2008
9:54:00 PM
I'm not having fun with AMath. It seems so easy in the examples, but it's so not when you really get down to doing it. It's pretty fun when you get it, but oh so not when you don't. My not- filled- mind- with- AMath is wandering and I'm not concentrating.
I'm thinking of you; again/
getyourfreakingassontrack.
♥
Thursday, June 26, 2008
10:32:00 PM
Ohmygosh; sharon stop wasting you're time.
You should go study.
Cos you haven't done your TYS, or understood everything perfectly.
You've got so much in EMath trigo and TYS / AMath alpha beta and everything and TYS/ Cheena project recording/ BIO COS YOU DON'T LIKE IT BUT YOU'VE GOT NO DAMN IT CHOICE/ Understand chem though you pay attention in class but have the memory of a goldfish/ And you haven't touched geog elect in ages/ and you totally don't care about social studies/ AND YOU SHOULD OBSERVE 6 YEAR OLD GIRLS TO GET INTO CHARACTER FOR DRAMA.
and now you should go sleep or you'll be sleeping in class tomorrow.
- I think I've got a nanny in my head. ( That's from sharon; the sharon in my soul.)
I shall stop think about god damn it un-understandable people/
♥
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
5:45:00 PM
Thanks to everyone today.
Everything would have been perfect with you today.
♥
Monday, June 23, 2008
10:40:00 PM
It's when you can still hold on but you dont see any point in doing so, you flop. And you realise how much people say say you're stupid, but the only reason you carry on; is not for yourself.
School was great today. Tomorrow's gonna be better. I'll just repeat the sentence in my head till I fall asleep tonight.
Those three words; would come out.
teekaygeeass<3
♥
Sunday, June 22, 2008
11:08:00 PM
Hee, hello(:
It's not the most exciting piece of news; school's back. And with just bits of every subject covered and huge amounts undone, the news just weighs you down. Not to mention heymath is so unpleasant with nice PowerPoint slides but horrible questions.
I completed a little EMath before service today, and finally got a bit of chem into my head. Stoichiometry; not the easiest thing in the world. But oh wellies, at least now I know that the number in front of the formula unit is the number of moles of the amount of the formula unit, not the subscript in replacement.
Service was nostalgic for some reason today. But Mingjie's sermon was pretty enlightening and in a very youth mind friendly way. MSN MESSENGERRR(: And with two laughing gas filled people beside me; it gave me more reason to laugh with and at them.
My cell leader likes lame jokes and she's gotta admit that hands down! But sermon was nice(: And lunch was at yoshinoya's AGAIN. AHEM CHERYL AHEM. And we ran through a whole barrage of topics from school reopening sucks to a shriek from meeting someone to bullying poor joanna repeatedly.
And then we headed to NTUc for mineral water and then walked around the mall million times.
We saw the power rangers and we were asking joanna to take picture with her beloved yellow ranger whom she loves cos she was from the yellow group in HOF camp 07. But apparently, she's not that faithful. Na and jas took picture with the rangers though. Red, pink yellow and two blob among small kids with gawking parents. Hmm, need I mention(:
AND WE PLAYED HIDE AND SEEK AND TOYS 'R' US. OHMYGOSH, I LOVE THAT. AND SO ME AND JO RAN AWAY FROM JOANNA AND WE COULDN'T FIND HER- AND SHE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF US WITH HER SPASTIC SMILE. GRRR. HAHAAHH(:
I came home and piggied my last day of pig life. Tomorrow's back to third floor of tk grounds into first classroom nearest the toilet to third last row, with second seat. Siti, chocolate fudge, grace-yyyy and yimmmyyy and nat and jiahui and xy and ohmygosh, I miss school.
I felt better after letting you know stuff.
Well, I guess there's a first time for everything,
and though it wasn't easy,
thanks for listening(:
The email was sweet of you to send.
Though I can't get over things yet,
thanks(:
Sleeping for a great day ahead sound appealing right now(: Nights world; hello teekaygee(you kick my)ass~
♥
Saturday, June 21, 2008
8:28:00 PM
I'm so glad everything is over; break ups(:
Church tomorrow(:
♥
Friday, June 20, 2008
9:48:00 PM
When you know that you shouldn't have tried but you did; nothing worked.
fuckyoufuckyou
fuckyoufuckyou
fuckyoufuckyou
fuckyoufuckyou
fuckyoufuckyou
fuckyoufuckyou
I don't wanna have anything more to do with fucking you/
♥
Thursday, June 19, 2008
9:50:00 PM
I hate all the shit that's going on and that has been dragged on for so bloody long. And it's so fine to have to put on a front like I'm alright all the time.
Yeah, I can tell. The games, the screenings, the shop raids. i think I get it. I'm staying out of everything; I know you don't want that. But that's what I'm fucking gonna do.
I don't care too. I'm not losing out.
Yeah, for sometime I believed that. Now I don't know. But nothings gonna return to what they were.
You will never change; I should have known.
I don't know; I can't say much.
What did I ever see? You were a cheat through time and time. Feelings are not game pawns/
bloodyfuckinghellihatethis.
you never listened.
♥
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
9:51:00 PM
Today's tuition was so damn it early. But yeahhhh(:
There was this lizard, and no one wanted to catch it. So it was walking all over the the room and mr siow couldn't find it. and he asked us where it was. And it was behind me. And I was so damn scared. So he just kept staring at my face and laughing and laughing and laughing.
And I was.. hello?! People scared here, and there he is laughing. HOW EVILLLL. Hahah, but his helper cleared it. and the lizard looked pretty freaky. EEEE):
Woah. Yeah. And I saw gideon there. He is so tall now. No fair. And iu still haven't completed homework. there's something wrong with me.
Stuck, in the rut/
I knew this would happen; and I told you so. You promised me it wouldn't. Yet now it has. You are way too childish and mature for your own good. I know that way better than you do/
Evaporate. Disintegrate. Erase. Just go away, please?
you, the shadow.
♥
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
10:14:00 PM
Happy birthday daddddd(:
Mr Siow's in the morning and piggy- ed in the afternoon. Dinner at ThaiExpresss. The food there's pretty good, and it's spicy(: I think the family liked the food, and the waiter was nice. The for once, I actually liked the birthday cake. I think it's mango sponge cake with jelly inside. Thanks auntie andrea for the cake(:
Every heartfelt letter written has a reply attached to it. If the receiver doesn't voice out his/ her reply; that is a reply in itself. That would be the most heartbreaking yet clearest reply, ever/
The lanky shadow that pushed the baby in the pram lit itself up with a sun of it's own- a beaming smile.
The tossing of the furry fluff that got me smiling for the night.
Defended cookies with first time efforts; the sweet gesture that overwhelmed one.
Eavesdropped conversation that the shadow over casted; bringing smiles and a warm feeling.
The slippers that would have been identified by a princely figure.
The goodbye; avoided, but sweetly delivered for many reasons unknown.
The texts that blinded one for more hours than possible.
Your smile that showed how much you actually bothered to get me to notice you and hold the attention.
Those hours that you hushed but still managed to smile while looking at me curled up.
/282
i really wanna get you; do you?
♥
Monday, June 16, 2008
7:42:00 PM
Boo.
I'm so tired, and I don't really know why. Mr Teddy is really nice, he's on my lap and he's sleeping. Today was a longish day.
Jo called me at 1015am and told me she ended tuition. And dragged on with the phone with me for 26 minutes or so. So many people interrupted my shower today. So many missed call and texts. And interrupted showers are so unpleasant):
And we crapped all the way to city hall. It's amazing how much shit/ pokings/ crappings/ lame conversations we can on one train ride. Hee(: And jo dragged me to J CO. donuts. And she took so long to actually decide on a donut flavor. Ohmygosh, I felt like some mother with a crazy child going absolutely bonkers over donuts. And worst of all, she forced me to eat her choco banana donut. I really don't know why people crave such things(:
Suntec city is pretty huge. I think it expanded. And thankfully jo knows her way around. Or I'd feel like a lost sitting duck in the middle of Times Square in New York city.
Sneaked subway 6 inches/ pretty cinema (eng wah)/ pretty good seats/ cute mouse/ adorable lucy/ perfect aim susan/ Edmund who totally changed since last time/ king peter THE MAGNIFICENT/ creepy centaurs/ A LOT OF SCARY FIGHTING.
The movie was pretty nice. But I still preferred the first one. Though the plot was pretty much interesting, it was quite predictable and draggy. And prince caspian has this accent that sounds really nice sometimes, but really weird at others. THE MOUSE IS A GREAT ELEMENT OF COMEDY.
'' Ohmygosh, he is so cute"
"Who said that?!"
And just before those lines were delivered, I said the exact same line as Lucy. And there followed another burst of giggles(: And I didn't find enough reason for Susan to kiss the prince. Now that, weirded me out totally.
Met nicole, cat, jac and renee ouside the arcade, in the theatre and in the toilet. They were the giggling in the cinema, how unexpected(: And I called Ray back to make sure she ate and was okay. Her voice sounds so innocent over the phone, how unlike her!
OH. AND I HAVE GOTTA REMEMBER TO BRING ALONG MY JACKET TO THE MOVIES. I PRACTICALLY SHIVERED THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE TWO AND A HALF HOURS. OHMYGOSH. BUT ENG WAH CINEMAS ARE NICE(: WITH COLD AIR CONDITIONERS.
Old chang kee and looking at cakes from bakery to bakery afterwards. And I earned myself a blister. But I think it's gone now. I can'f find it. I'm gonna read some stuff. Mr Siow's tomorrow(: And fluffy white cat(:
Need I mention that you gave me two toally different sides? You say one thing and act another. How am i supposed to know what's going on/
have a great dayyy(: i did(:
♥
Sunday, June 15, 2008
12:10:00 AM
Morning(:
It's already past 12 am. So yesterday, I had quite a bit of fun(:
Woke up early for piano, and oh gosh, it was like.. boring/ weird/ and full of yawns. I'm sorry, but I was really trying to concentrate, but she just lost me less than half way through.
Mummy came to pick me after that, she was chauffeur, instead of dad. And I went to meet pauline and tabby. But I ended up seeing a lot of youth and adult service people cos of the conference thing that was going on. And I saw my dad there, I completely forgot he'd be there.
Submitted my 'homework' to pauline and she liked me. YAY EXCO PUBLICITY(: And she gave us assignment number 2. Tabby and I went over to tabs' house. And we completed task 2(:
Tabby is alone at home cos everyone left for her uncle's wedding. Ohmygosh, you are so darned lucky girl! Blasting music/ messing up the house/ no naggings/ tv and com all to yourself/ no annoying siblings(: That's life(:
Went back to church and cleared up after the conference was over and pinned everything up on the notice board. It fitted perfectly(:
And pauline sent me down to get the youth people around church to 'post their thoughts!' And it turned out rather well. Pauline and tabs were happy with the board. and there began incessant laughter and giggles and the wonderful photo taking session of the newly done up board.
And when we wanted to lock up the place, Nic said that gordon was still on the third floor. Tabs and I agreed that he was cracking a joke. So we went in, and when nic called out if gordon was there, there was a reply from the toilet.
AND WE SCREAMED. OHMYGOSHHHH. LIKE WE SERIOUSLY THOUGHT HE WASN'T THERE. THANK GOODNESS WE DIDN'T LOCK UP THE PLACE. OHMY. IT'S FREAKY!
And then we slacked around with tabs and nic, who was acting cute for zing, and then I went home. And I become piglet by eating lunch and then napping(:
My piglet life continued after waking up and heading with dad, mum and Ray for shopping at vivo. My parents have an obsession with eating steak made at home. They love it. I don't know why.
Like who spends $300 buck on cutlery and dishes for eating stake at home? My parents. and then we went shopping, like real shopping(: Hee(:
Happy fathers' day to all fathers.
And to my dad:
Dear dad,
happy fathers' day(:
Thanks for always bearing with my whinings and my tantrums and everything.
I'll try to study harder and be a better girl and listen to you more((:
I will be good(:
Love, me.
Happy Birthday cheryl(:
Yes, we all know you love to hook us and laugh at absoltuely nothing and giggle more afterwards. And I now believe you can eat a lot too. AND I LAUGHED THAT DAY. So here's to you havign a fun year ahead. OHMYGOSH. YOU ARE 15! HEE(: SEE YOU LATER AT CELL(:
And now, it's already morning. And my piglet life continues(: I'm gonna kill my boredom, kudos!
rubber dum dum!
♥
Friday, June 13, 2008
8:50:00 PM
Booya(:
I woke up pretty early and then went back to sleep, just to find out I woke up too early. And then I ate my chocolate muffin, which has been my routine for this week, I rushed to meet chocolate fudge pumpkin mushroom thing(:
We totally spasticated on the train. And nearly missed our station. And bumped into people. And did a lot of other not mentionable stuff.
And when we reached school, we had to see that horrible security guard's face. It wasn't winston today. I don't understand why all the Drama girls always end up facing him. But oh wellies, he wasn't pms-ish today, thankfully.
AND WHEN WE PASSED THE CANTEEN, AND THE PREFECTS' DEN, AND THE STUDENT ACTIVITY CORNER PLACE THINGY, WE FREAKING MISSED TKG. OHMYGOSH. I MISS QUEUEING UP LIKE A WHOLE LOT OF MAD PEOPLE AND RUSHIGN INTO THE CANTEEN.
Oh, we have our turn as seniors to get first in this term. what a quick realisation on my part(: ohmygosh, in short, I didn't realise how much I missed tkg. Mmm, and I miss three-ee-one.
I miss spasticating and not falling asleep in lessons with chocolate fudge, and sitting beside siti and yimmy. and natalie turning around to give us freaky weird stares, and jiahui's super freaky high pitched scream-ish sneezes.okay, maybe I don't miss that. And when jiahui and ms ho interact, I tell you the whole world stops to stare.
And I miss zingie wingie mama(: Yes, our silent stare and oh so fierce glare filled conversations with the chinese stall food and milo and fruit for a well balanced recess or so we claim(: and I know you love milo and that's your secret addiction. You have no idea how annoyed zing gets when I drink milo and stare and the green plastic and totally ignore her. I MISS YOU, AND YES, WE'LL TALK WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS. YOU TOLD ME THAT ABOUT 4 TIMES IN YOUR TEXTS(:
The 9 o'clock show on channel 8, La Femme, is pretty nice to watch. Staring ann kok, Tay Pinghui, Zoey Tay AND NAT HO(: But the show gets Ray and I so annoyed when the lead actresses do something that totally no one would do. And it's so sad to see families break up, oh man):
Oh dang it. I still have not completed pretty much a lot of the holiday assignments. and I'm so busy from tomorrow onward. Oh my. Procrastinator strikes again):
Alrighty, I seem to not be worried. Piano lesson and some shopping tomorrow :D
Tv time!
lame-d out, totally.
♥ 12:38:00 AM
I'm online.
I'm tired.
I'm colouring.
I'm sleepy.
I'm staring at the screen.
I'm thinking.
I'm watching the MSN convo bar blink.
I blink.
where are we going? And what is this heading toward/
/cheezel
♥
Thursday, June 12, 2008
3:03:00 PM
Hee, hello(:
I'm back from tuition, and I like like like going there. And I'm still a little scared of the fat white fluffy cat. But it looks nice to hug and stroke. And it meows really.. sexily(: Yeah, what a word to describe his/ her meow.
And ohmygosh, Mr siow talks about his maid so funnily. And his son is so cute and small. And I'm still a little blur with log. And today Mr siow didn't knock my head(: HAHAHAH. And he hates the textbook from our school and he says "All the schools anyhow teach one. jump here jump there. RUBBISH!"
I just laughed.
Every time I try to fly, I fall without my wings, I feel so small.
I guess I need you, baby.
P.S
Must go shopping! YEAH(:
i saw that. eww you):
♥
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
3:18:00 PM
Heya(:
I'm so damn it bored. And amath TYS so does not look appealing right now. Piano prac and half a unit of Amath was just about enough to get me this bored. And I want to go the the beach and west coast and some playground with a swing and escape and go shopping and watch narnia and throw popcorn around and watch kungfu panda and throw more popcorn around.
What great plans I have. Okay, all I wanna do now is sit on a swing.
I discovered something gross. Eww.
I'm gonna find a swing. Tata(:
♥
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
2:46:00 PM
Heya(:
I'm back from doing 3 hours, not exactly, of math at Mr Siow's apartment. Tuition was fun for the first time. And my log isn't that bad right now. though we're still not the nest of friends, I got most sums right, oh thankfully.
And did I mention that I've played Summertime by the click five for about 30 to 40 times already since last night? Mmm. Jo's starting to like the click five so much she actually watched practically the entire concert through posted videos on youtube. And she found me blogs with pictures of the concert.
AND THERE'S THIS BLOG WITH THE SHADOW OF THE CLICK FIVE JUST BEFORE THEY APPEARED. IT'S SUCH A HOTTTTTTTT PICTURE, NEED I SAY?
Summertime summertime
You do it to me
Everytime summertime
You do it to me
Ohhhhohhhohhh
I'm restless
Ohhhhohhhohhh
Defenseless
Oh I can feel it
Baby is it real or is it just a sign
It's summertime
super-cali-fragi-lis-tic es-pi-aly-do-cious; manolo and louis/ says:
i'm wondering about the turn out's of it too.
super-cali-fragi-lis-tic es-pi-aly-do-cious; manolo and louis/ says:
it's freaking the bits of me a little.
Here we go around the planet earth says:
the turn outs will be fine.
Here we go around the planet earth says:
trust and believe and pray and hope, you small cupcake(:
Okay, I'm in pig mode again. I wanna sleeep. Zzzzz.
shabooyaaaaa.muahhh.randoms!
♥
Monday, June 09, 2008
9:33:00 PM
Oh hello(:
I'm back from camp euphoriaaaaaaaaa, and it was tiring but pretty fun(:
Woke up pretty early and mummy got me homemade pizza for breakfast(: Morning calls to jas and I finally dragged myself and mummy out of the house. And halfway through the ride, I saw this bb boy walking to church with his sleeping bag. And I realised I totally forgot about mine.
"Ohmygosh damn it, I forgot my sleeping bag!"
"Tsk tsk. Sherry, you aye. Need me to go get it for you?"
Hahahah, mummy rushed home to get for sleeping bag while I waited with jo. And I finally got my sleeping bag(:
Meta had to break when we had to assemble into groups, how sad): But having quan chin for a group leader was pretty fun, and I'm sure the guys found it damn fun to bully her.
Group nine was pretty dead at first but we got high during water games and the bbq.
Group 9 = cloud9 = philip + jace + ian + nicholas + wong tim + laijin + quan chin + qian ting + liane + sharon
Debrief in the creativity hall place, and we headed out to the ever so disgusting- muddy- squished up field. And we had the ice breaker games. We were supposed to write something unique about ourselves and let everyone guess. Apparently, all the small little bb boys who are younger but taller guessed everything wrongly and got splashed as a penalty. Liana and I didn't get wet, but quan chin wanted us to, so she just dumped water on us. AND WE WERE SO SOAKING. LIKE ONLY HALF OF US. It felt so weird, but under the hot sun, it wasn't too bad(:
But water games were fun. I remember playing a billion water games/ blind folded and getting hit even before the game started/ wong tim ripping put blind folds/ quan chin freaking out/ jace and ian laughing around/ laijin's hair not getting wet/ liane and I getting splashed for no good reason by other people's misleading.
The free and easy water bombing session was so freaky. It was like some battle field. Andi I was in the middle picking up the rubbish because I thought it was over, but oh no, it was not. I saw gordon with this huge water bomb, and I screamed and so he changed his target, thankfully. Hannah ran toward me, and gave a one hell of a shock, but changed target :D
Then came jinfa and he screamed my name from one end, BUT HE MISSED ME COMPLETELY(: And liane got her friends, and I got jinfa in the end. And he demanded compensation later. How cool.
We has the d.i.s.c thingy after dinner and bathing our hair in the open garden and having people staring at us form everywhere. I found out I'm a high I. I;m not sure how good that is, but yeah. We were just sianning throughout.
Supper and sleep time after that. We got canned MILO, sweet addiction(: And when we went to throw the cans, jas flipped the dustbin lid and a lizard flew and splatted on the wall. AND WE SCREAMED. Ohmygosh, what a freakshow.
Talked till 1 am about everything we usually do. Texted mummy and ray. Mummy asked me hos camp was, and ray asked me something really funny, I can't remember! But in the last text, they told me to enjoy sleeping in my sleeping bag and not get creepy crawlies and squirm around or something. SO CUTE(:
Devotion and we headed to fort canning. And we got the first question and clarence kok was our station marshall. And he was just walking around while we were desperately looking there.
Rain splattered the planned event. Jo, nic fam and I was talking the whole time focus vs meta and comparing which cell was better and talking alvan and gordon answering questions to which nic fam delightfully claimed focue to be better. Jo's face just screamed WHATEVER(:
We played where's the peanut and dog and bone. I think that's a freaky game. I screamed so much COS I WAS SCARED OKAY. And when char called out one, I was up against this small bb boy. He got the sponge and just stood there. And so I tapped him, said sorry, and he just blinked. OH MAN, I FELT SO BAD. And there was once I got the sponge safely back. I think the only reason I ran was cos I was so scared? Mmm, yeah. HEE(:
Water gamed on day two were so much more fun. I won jo in haidai. And that clarence kept challenging me to it, but I won twice(: and lost once): I nearly got mud on my face but the small little teeny weeny guys from jo's group. and they splashed mud water on me. AND I WAS IN WHITE FBTS FOR GOODNESS SAKE, BUT THEY DIDN'T CARE.
And clarence kok got water all over me, and in my ear. And I spent so much time trying to get water all over him. But I was so scared of slipping onto the mud and I was so wet already. And tim wong got me wet. Jace' and he bb friends were ion this evil plan to make me scream. They say I'm really scared of them. YEAH RIGHT, HAHAHAHH. But they still got me all wet.
I think I was dripping wet.
BBq was fun with everyone co- operating and the guys were nice to get the fire going. Liana and I just waitered. And the guys insisted that I didn't eat so the forced mt to eat.
"Eh, you got eat anot?"
"No, I don't want lah."
*Dumps food*
"Eat!"
"Okay"
*I eat*
"Oh, I forgot to tell you. that one dropped on the floor!"
"WHATTTT?! REALLY?"
"Yeahh"
"Pass me plate! I don't wanna eat!"
"No lah, bluff you lah. Cooked and clean one lah"
How very nice to trick me. Sweet. The movie later was nice, just really scary at the headbutts and heartbreaking.
So I guess all in all the camp was fun(: And service was great. Though we were mood less and tired, and backbones hurt after sleeping on the floor, the sermon was great.
Lunch was super crappy/ funn/ and spas(: Meta<3!
I've got tuition tomorrow. The last tme I had tuition was in secondary 1 or primary 6. i hope it'll be okay.
Nights to all, I WANNA WATCH KUNGFU PANDA AND THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA(:
I hope you'll get all the best, and you will(:
What you said was probably very heartbreaking? It you didn't realise, I kinda did.
theseventhings.
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Thursday, June 05, 2008
10:18:00 PM
Camp's tomorrow, and my billabong's zipped up tight. I hope the zipper will be fine. And wake up calls for dear meta people tomorrow, just like last year's youth camp. Hahahah(:
The earlier post was specially for mama, zing(: And i love hers and kris' tag. What fun. a should post more tributes for people(: i think there'll be some after the fun camp(:
Alrighty, I should go sleep. Lest not being able to peel my eye lids tomorrow at 7 am and 715 to wake the others up(:
Nights everyone,
euphoriaaaaaaaaaa!
You make me laugh, you make me cry, I don't know which side to buy/
♥ 7:01:00 PM
Hilarious. You'l never guess how I found it. Xiao mei loves her oh- so- scary mama.
nutella, you and you.
♥ 4:53:00 PM
I slept last nights after reading the texts you sent me. And i think it's really sweet of you to text me every night and ask me just how my day went and be there to listen to everything you know that's going on. And everytime when I'm not too happy, you always think of some funny thing to say to make me smile(: Thanks. And last night's acronyms you made of my name, it was really sweet. Especially the last one you typed just before I said goodnight. Greatly appreciated. And if you see this, I may not be able to reply you till sunday afternoon or so. I'll be away for camp at church. And sorry for replying your texts late, I was packing for tomorrow. Text you later alright(:
I slept to your texts and woke up to rose's text. I think the world is really small. Rose knows gen, and I guess gen knows rose too. and I know both of them. Hee, I just amused myself.
I was talking to jo today, and either in the morning convo, or the afternoon, I told her about 6/6.
I remember yu- en and zheng ann having their burping contests during our science lessons and yu- en puking on marissa/ And sharing steps for math problems and totally getting away from jerome goh's suannings/ and liangkai, cornelius, joel tang, rose and me always talking about that ridiculous mrs yam who puts tissues under her bra strap/ and walking around school with charlene/ and playing cards with marissa, wan er, yun xuan, natalie, agnes, shuyi, charlene, cheryl ong/ Laming around with tiffany, clara, vivian and rose/ and all the smelly, late soccer boys who always got caught in mr tan and mrs yam's lesson/ and how we had to tear up problem sums, stick them on foolscap and hand them in the next day/ and our entire- class- compulsory- chinese- supplementary classes with chen lao shi and those horrible hao peng you newspapers and ting xie and mo xie that rose and I practically failed every time/ And esther koh, ariel lim and i used to love staying back to sweep the class and try to miss assembly or maybe just run down to catch the last bit./And when the guys and girls used to cheat together just to pass and not have a re- test
Primary 6 was so easy to get by. I guess a sense of nostalgia creeps up. I remember so many forgotten things. It feels weird.
Alrighty. I think I have been packing for tomorrow and dragging it till way too long. I think I'll pack tonight with jo on the phone/ and online just like we did with jas,tabby, xavier and gabriel last year. And I miss last year's youth camp.
Nutella on biscuits/ toothpaste from upstairs/ late night conversations/ giggles from sleeping bad covers/ star gazing/ shooting star wish (s)/ skipping campfire to runaway to some creepy corner to talk about everything we could under we starry sky/ doing a hell lot of crazy campfire dances with millions of people steeping over your toes/ and really nice worship sessions/ jingfa throwing water bombs/ ann boo and joanna doing a double attack on and completely soaking me/ butt on wet icy cold water/ totally walking over matthew ong's ego after he threatened to get me wet but ended ip with him getting a bucket full of water over himself/ late night talking with joanna and kaili and nutella bread/ getting suanned a million times by jo/ getting xavier to finish my breakfast when jingfa wasn't looking cos he insisted that I don't eat/ finding out my angel on day #1/ getting freaked out by that horrible freaky guy together with rebb/ skits of nonsense with hannah, rebb, quan chin and angel/ and over sized camp shirts(:
Okay, I really really miss last year's youth camp.
In my world now, a time machine should indeed exist. I miss the old you, and you. Yeah, I really miss the both of you from last year/
head butt? yes, please.
♥
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
10:17:00 PM
I'm tired, though I'm not doing anything.
I'm lost, without venturing, after venturing way too far.
I need a head butt.
Bye baby.
♥
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
9:46:00 PM
It was one of the rare times, greatly unexpected. And what did you want me to say? That I'd never got my heart broken like that before? It's not your fault. But it's not easy being me. It's just that that side of you, is not all of you.
And I just realised that not too long ago.
I don't know what's gonna happen. I just cried.
how did we end up like this?
click five babyyy
♥
Monday, June 02, 2008
10:10:00 PM
I think probably everyone who texts me and yeah would have known where I was last night,
yeah baby, the click five's concert.
Lets' start with sunday morning. In the canteen as usual but not with doryy. She was at home resting after her super tight schedule. Kent and xavier came at different times, and they were doing bible studies and telling me how much I shouldn't be doing my ten year series cos it's only sec 3.
Anyway, I managed to complete paper 1 of emath. So I was pretty proud of myself, didn't day dream too much(: Met meta in our room for cell after that. Na cut her hair! She look so cute, her(: Tabbs and doryy were not at cell, so it felt really..not meta-ish. But all the same, we crapped, and bible studied and made a hell lot of noise along side.
Headed down to kallang to meet claud, binnie and seowshi after cell. And I got them macs, which bacame really tasteless to them later): And the first batch had already been set with a barricade, so I had to go separately.
Laura was in the same plight as me. So being from tkgs drama club, we kinda hitched our little plan. When the guards changed, we got ourselves a tagged, and since the guards didn't recognise us, we got in easily(:
People began to wonder how we got in, but since we got through cos we had the tags, we were safe. And there began out super long wait. When the finally started to get the queue ready for bag check, we passed through easily- our bags were in the locker, and we ran to the mosh pit.
And we were stuck in the for close to an hour just countdown and talking to random people. And I realised 95% of those who were at they front row were all sec 3s from girls school.
nicole, juliana, evangelina nd ber are from mgs, and lyd and cher from mgs, and seowshi, binnie, claud and me from tkgs(:
And then the white screen lit up, and they shone a light with all the band members facing forward, casting hot shadows. and the concert began.
omg, you have no idea how amazing it is to stand there and just listen to them play/ and watch them crazy dance around/ and look at you/ and make funny faces like kyle did to us/ and smirk cheekily like what ethan did/ and play like jo/ and watch ben play with himself<- he did that! and rolled around like a piglet/ and watch them drink on stage/ and open a bottle/ drink a mouthful/ and throw the remaining water all over your face/ and finally throw the bottle into the mosh pit/ and to see joey play and swish his floppy fringerall to one side, you'll just melt.
The moshing was pretty bad for come people I guess. I'm so glad I was st centre stage front, with the railing which I clinged onto for about 2 hours(: I love that railing. But all in all, the concert was great. And I found out today that I lost my second piercing stud): So I guess that was what hurt my ear in the earlier part of the concert):
Anway, claud binnie and seowshi went to hereen to hug them and get signatures(: btw, happy birthday to seowshi and bernice tay hui yi, who's in obs, have fun!
Mum wants me to head to bed, the drama workshop's tomorrow(: we'll have fun!
I waited like I did the week before/
