dummm dee dum baby(:
♥
Saturday, May 31, 2008
8:03:00 PM
Piano lesson went better than I thought it to be. I tagged along with Dad and got my click five ticket. The ticket feels cold. I'm not in any mood for anything now. Dad's leaving tomorrow. Oh man, damn that. But shanghai and suzhou sounds fun, but not on business though.
over reacting, yeah it really really is my fault. No sarcasm here, honestly.
I'm supposed to be super dee dum excited now, but I'm not. I wonder why. People have been telling me scary thing about mosh pits. I'm not sure if I'm scared. I'm not sure of anything right now.
Be the hot baby that you are, throw me your reaction. My heart beats, and my fingers are tightly crossed, all over again/
I hope we don't die in the mosh pit tomorrow.
/Kyle /Ben/Ethan/Joey/Joe
/the click five
Alright, I just had to type that out. I should go shower now, and eat my dinner and bathe and sleep and head for cell and then the concert. What great planning skills(:
Sleep tight world, sleep tight friends, sleep tight click five(:
tick tack toe, with an i love you.
♥
Thursday, May 29, 2008
11:44:00 PM
I'm tired and sleepy and I wanna plat tick tack toe with a non- human. i was thinking over my teddy bears coming alive but that's just way too freaky.
Drama went I'm-not-sure-how-to-put-it. But i remembered my lines. I'm not looking forward to my Saturday piano lesson. But I wanna head for hillsongs again. And click five's this sunday(: I'm tired. I should go sleep. You too.
Oh world, shut your eyes(:
i cant believe
♥
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
9:15:00 PM
Quick post, I found out that my sis fell. I'm so damn it sad. I'll get to see her in a while though. I hope you're alright mei(:
Drama was alright for me for once in a certain way cos I remembered my lines for once(: THANKS KRIS FOR LAST NIGHT(:
Your tears rolled down my hair today,
I never wanna see that ever again.
Back to drama with my mama-ians(: Back again tomorrow. Take care everyone(:
You'll never guess what I found out(:
nostalgia all over again
♥
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
1:32:00 PM
Morning/ afternoon(:
I did a little more math than yesterday(: And I'm gonna do more later and finally get on my lines of xiao mei for tomorrow.
Hillsong-ed/ s club 7-ed/ backstreet boys-ed/ nostalgia again):
Alright, lunch now. Math later and drama after that. And if I'm not too lazy I'll head down to cycle my 9km like I did yesterday(: My bike is dying on me): Mmm, my tummy's calling on me. Enjoy the holidays everyone!
--
she/ he tennis says:
you know madeline?
so won't you break free, won't you break free, get up and dance in his love/ says:
yupps
she/ he tennis says:
how?
so won't you break free, won't you break free, get up and dance in his love/ says:
drama club
she/ he tennis says:
oh
she is in dramam
haha
so won't you break free, won't you break free, get up and dance in his love/ says:
why leh?
she/ he tennis says:
she has the same birthday as me!!!
hahaha
so won't you break free, won't you break free, get up and dance in his love/ says:
i know(:
she/ he tennis says:
ohh
so won't you break free, won't you break free, get up and dance in his love/ says:
hee(:
10 0ct!
she/ he tennis says:
:D
so won't you break free, won't you break free, get up and dance in his love/ says:
hahahaah
dont worry lah, ill never forget your birthday
she/ he tennis says:
haha
yeah alright, i miss you.
♥
Monday, May 26, 2008
10:17:00 PM
Today was a weird/ yet alright first holiday day(:
I actually woke up at 7:40, toasted my bread and ate nutella in after really, really long. And then guess what? I went back to sleep.
I managed to complete a little emath in the library, though I spent so much time talking. Hee(: But at least I managed to do more work than SOMEONE who kept reading childish books. I shall do more tomorrow, hopefully(:
I talked to zingy today. And I read what she said on her blog!
To add on, i miss sharonalicejoseph's milo whines, the content (and silence i get) look when she's drinking her bright green packet, her shrieking, her opening of dustbin with her foot. Our recesses are so classic please, our dessert (fruits/drink) a staple. Her "OMG HER ____ ARE SO SCARY" followed by the widening of her own not-so-tiny eyes which is such irony dont you think SHARON SHOULD STAND IN FRONT OF A MIRROR AND GLARE AT HERSELF UNTIL SHE'S IMMUNE.
This is the part that I counter attack her(: MUAHAHAHAHAH
Number1: I don't whine about milo. Okay, maybe just a little >.<
Number 2: I don't shriek when I lift up the HEAVY dustbin lid. It's not nice touching the lid alright? AND IT'S GROSS AND HEAVY AND SMELLY AND EEEW!
Number 3: OMG HER ____ ARE SO SCARY. The blank is not a wrong word. But I know you think her ____ are scary too! Okay, the blanks look wrong.
Number 4: My eyes ain't big my dear. My sis' got bigger and rounder eyes(:
Okay, that's how we always talk. And we have lots of weird comments! And I miss zingy-mama too. But I'll get to see you on Wednesday from 7.30- 6 pm. Oh man, Wednesday's gonna be such a long day.
I've gotta get my lines out. I'm all mixed up with that): Sigh, dad doesn't want me to head down to the library tomorrow. Never mind, I'll get some way to find myself to study(:
I can get my lines out.
I can get my lines out.
I can get my lines out.
I can get my lines out.
Thanks to jo and zingy for always believing in me(: Greatly appreciated. And you two know what I'm gonna say next/ whine next. And i know you love whining too! Sleep early babes<3!
Dad threatens to cut my internet access :/
ray,
hey love(: I love you, and yes! BEIJING HUAN YING NI(: jie will be there on Wednesday though I've got drama. 2 more days to seeing your bright face(:
hillsongs/ confirmation- yay!
♥
Sunday, May 25, 2008
9:55:00 PM
Hello world, I've been having quite a bit of fun lately(:
Saturday morning started out really late with no one to disturb. Since dad was busy and no one else was home, I slept till I wanted to. Need I mention that receiving a text about your chinese project that early/ late, but still early in the morning is so annoying/ disturbing and more annoying?
Yes it is. Bus-ed down to meet grace to find that white dress. We practically went into every shop that ever existed. But we managed to find a pretty one in the end. Bumped into jo and her friends while eating. And guess what we did? We were texting each other. Grace knew, and jo's friends knew too. But we just continued(: Hee(:
And then was hillsongs(: But before that, I flew out of the bus ( HOWEVER WEIRD THAT SOUNDS) and i flipped the nail of my toe, and scraped my wrist. I mean who scrapes their wrist right?! But I did. And it hurts.
Jas got this huge major shock. Well I did too. And then when I flipped my wrist, I saw blood and it was so eww/ pain/ ewww/ pain):
But we made it through the crowds to reach max pavilion and we saw kris' sis there. And thankfully meggs managed to find us in time and we managed to get in alright without getting squashed!
Met becky and her juniors, grace, cheryl and jeanette. And we finally got block be space but we couldn't find grace and friends): And they whole place became so dark.
And that's when hillsongs kicked major ass!
I'm not sure how to describe yesterday night. But I tried!
jumping/ screaming/ skipping/ more jumping/ singing/ more screaming.
But it was great. Though I reached home really late, yesterday night was super draining but fun(:
Confirmation went really better than I expected today. Ive never seen meta so silently nervous before. ( We were really nervous for the rides at escape and we were screaming. So silently whispering was a great/ cool thing!)
Sighhh. But still, it went alright(:
Anyway, sleep early world! Enjoy the holidays(:
ray,
you'll be home soon(: take care!
i wrote it, but you weren't there
unexpected.
♥
Thursday, May 22, 2008
10:40:00 PM
Hello(:
American Idol results now. I know the results, my we're just watching it. I see Happy cook fans, and sad archuleta fans. Cheer up everyone(:
I talked to ray a while back. She sounded so darn tired. And she called my cell 'cos the house line was engaged.
"Hey sis, can you pleeeeease pass the phone to mummy? Thank you"
I've been whining a lot lately. Mmm, David cook can sing!
Ray
jie still misses you. I heard you bought souvenirs and your teacher helped you bargain yeah? And how's the new camera? I hope it's easy to use. Hee(: Alright, take care and don't forget where you leave your things. Jie loves you, I'll whisper another prayer for you. Take care love(:
Jonas' brothers with SOS on Idol, ohmygoshh(:
My dad's shooing me off again, hahahah(: Nights and sweet dreams world(:
unexpected.
♥
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
3:18:00 PM
I'm in school and I'm here in the library just because I forgot to bring home my keys AGAIN. Oh man):
I managed to get tickets for jas for the hillsong concert and mine is with yiying because of meggs (thanks for getting it for me!). And my dad's getting the click five ticket and I'm really kinda happy.
Did i mention that I used 1 packets of tissue since today morning? Oh plus like a lot a lot more of toilet paper cos I ran out of tissue papers? Yeah. I was with my nose the whole day): And I think my nose expended after all the horrible blowing.
Best of all, grace and clarissa SWEETLY told me that toilet paper is made from elephant dung, and the are not kidding. That's really freaky. Well, I still have the elephant dung paper with me now. i never know when I need it. My nose has volcanic characteristics.
Okay, I'll need to fin another ticket for hillsong now. Dang it. By the way, thanks to xy for not wanting to go for hillsong(: Hee, thanks for the ticket(: And yes, we love love love love love love miloooo(:I want milo now. Oh man.
Till next time(:
alcohol drowns.
♥
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
10:08:00 PM
It's not that I'm not trying alright?
I tried.
I tried harder than I thought I would.
You know what?
Maybe I should just give up.
I really can't stand you.
Some things were just inevitable.
I should have just followed my gut.
I really should have.
Then I wouldn't be in this state now.
And it wouldn't have been like that either
/goodnight.
♥ray
Jie misses you. I'm not sure what you did in beijing today, but I think you're asleep now. And I didn't wake up in the middle of the night surprisingly. you sleep tight today alright? I hope you're adjusting to the food, I know you hate eating stuff, especially when forced. YOU WILL SURVIVE(:
Dad's here, mad rush. Sweet dreams girl(:
♥
Monday, May 19, 2008
10:32:00 PM
I woke up at 6 today, after sleeping at 12. And I woke up to see Ray all dressed up, luggage and all. It was a depressing sight, but I'm glad my sleepiness took over.
The airport scene wasn't what I imagined it to be. The atmosphere was rather calm, and the kids were really happy. The parents just seemed to be putting off thoughts of ongoing in china now. No one mentioned the current affairs there.
The new principal looked rather nice. There were other siblings from the 1993 batch. Everyone just looked so tall. And when she finally had to leave, Ray gave one of her biggest bear hugs(:
I came back home to sleep, and grace woke me up. I headed down to meet her.
I miss plaza sing): What happens in vegas is a pretty entertaining show. Not to mention that cameron diaz and ashton kutcher have really good comic timing and I can remember gushes from the crowd when there were hot scenes. Didi I mention we were sitting next to a teenage couple?
Yeah, we were. It was a great day. I really pitied the couple. EVIL GRACE, EVIL STARES!
I came home and saw dad watching tv, but looking really bored. I think he can't relax. He works and plans too much. And I don't know why. God bless dad with smiles and less stress(:
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound
but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time
when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things
that I've done
No I can't
♥Ray
I'm sorry I couldn't really talk to you over the phone. But I'm glad you're fine. I miss your super cuddly bear hug): Jie misses you and it's only day 1. I'm gonna sleep now, and I don't see your glasses anywhere. I don't see you wriggling in your bed either. And there's no one to shut the windows and turn on the air corn. i remember you telling me all that tomorrow. And yes, I've got my bears to accompany me through the night, but I'd still rather have you(: Anyway, you sleep tight alright? Beijing's gonna take you on a happy ride(:
Hold on baby ray(:
PS You looked so adorable in your bright yellow beijing shirt
Jie misses you a lot, a lot, a lot! Love you.
i'll wait for you in spore, have fun love(:
♥
Sunday, May 18, 2008
10:38:00 PM
♥Ray
Hey dear, you're fast asleep now. Tomorrow night you'll be a plane's trip away and sleeping in a hotel. Take care alright? Remember to drink warm water and bathe in warm water(: and don't eat just anything no matter how hungry you are. And watch where you are going and please don;t fall down or anything(: Don't get distracted and stray away like you did when you were young. The whole family's gonna miss you and we'll be praying for you. Love you from Singapore to Beijing and a million times more(:
♥ jie
dead letter.
♥ 5:54:00 PM
The letter written, with everything I had to say, was ripped and thrown away, after I saw your face.
thetiredsoul.
♥
Saturday, May 17, 2008
1:28:00 PM
Today morning was one of my rare moments when I forgot that I had to be in church at 10. Thanks na for texting me in the morning. And I successfully managed to be in church after oversleeping(: First time moments(:
Zing and I and 6 other classmates are gonna learn how to create a child. How wrong does that sound? I'm gonna buck up in AMath and Emath and Bio with zingy(: And I just that's the sole reason why we are heading to VJ to go for these weird biology workshops which sound really fun though.
"Three-one?"
" Yes?"
(Everyone bursts out laughing.)
"Sometimes, I don't know what to do with you girls."
And the laughter continues.
" Do you want me to go? I'll go if you want me to."
" Of course I want you too!"
*hug*
Ray's leaving for beijing the morning after next. And the was an excerpt of our conversation yesterday. She's so sweet sometimes(: I think jie will miss you. But you're gonna have tons of fun messing up your hotel room for 10 days and crashing over each other(: Have fun darling, take care.
We have to do last minute shopping for Ray tonight. But who cares if its last minute or not? It's still shopping(:
Okay, I'm bored. I'm gonna entertain myself with the telly or something. I can't remember what I was thinking about, oh wellies.
Bye world.
singthatsongoverandoveragain
♥
Friday, May 16, 2008
7:04:00 PM
I just read our message history.
I really can't imagine we talked about all that.
I can't do anything.
I'm not sure if I'll do this.
Or if I'll do that.
You know what?
I still don't know.\\
Imissedyoutoo.
Textmewhenyou'rebackandi'llreplyassoonasireceiveit(:
everybody scream and say i don't wanna be in love. yeeeaaahh.
whatta a great song. i'm so sure that's the only reason why i like it.
♥
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
4:00:00 PM
My marks are officially horrible. And today was not a very pleasant day.
Checking of marks was alright, except for this HORRIBLE PART. Oh wellies, whatever man.
I expected to fail emath really badly like some 30% or something. But I'm really really thankful God pulled me through it. I didn't fail. But I think everyone didn't deserve to get what they got cause we've never seen such questions in our life. Like how can they give us normal easy question for practice and then suddenly raise the standards? It's amazing the way they do it.
HAHAHAH. I can't believe you ranted on your blog about us. You know what? You're so gonna get into deep shit tomorrow. I think you better save the advice of watching out for yourself, loser. Good luck trying to squirm out of trouble tomorrow.
Okay, I feel so bitchy now. I just bitched about someone. Hmm, I guess i feel mean knowing that someone will get into trouble tomorrow, but I can't help it. I feel evil.
Grace is in choir and everyone else is in CCA. I feel sleepy now.
You have no idea how many emotions you've brought me through,
and what a state of confusion I'm in now.
I'm not exactly sure what you meant,
but
I can hear voices and bits and pieces of what you said.
But I still can't tell what you meant.
I heard from him some stuff.
Yeah, I asked him.
I hope you'll be alright,
and I hope you won't do that again.
And you're not reckless.
Everyone has their moments.
You have yours too.
I muttered a prayer you,
you'll be alright.
imnotlettingtheballoonflyawayorpop
♥
Sunday, May 11, 2008
4:00:00 PM
I didn't really get you.
But I'm gonna.
♥
Saturday, May 10, 2008
7:17:00 PM
Teacher sesion had mixed feelings, oh wellies.
Heading to the mall for a little shopping for and ray's beijing trip and my confirmation. Ray said dad might be getting the 2 of us a camera to share. Sounds really warped and cool at the same time(:
I like shopping. And after NAPPING for 5 hours today, I think heading to the mall is good.
bye(:
♥
Friday, May 09, 2008
9:59:00 PM
Today was a break record day for all the wrong reasons. Records broken for everything not supposed to be.
wobuxihuanhuayu.
wotaoyanhuayu.
huayutaoyanwo.
immadatmyselfforenglish.
immadatmyselfforalotofthings.
I was walking back today and i saw a lot, and thought a lot.
Maybe things won';t ever ever happen the way i want it to. But like i saw: even if you cant hold on, you shouldn't let go.
Although I felt like, and still do, I'm telling myself to hold on.
I hope a do for just about a few more hours.
Grace: Thanks for today(: I had so much fun with you. And we've got so much dirty little secrets. and I promise I'll text you and try to meet up with you at GDOP(:
Megan: I'm so glad I saw you at chinese paper shitty time(: I'm so glad you are okay, and that bear hug was so sweet(: YOU GOOD TEMPER CONTROLLED PREFECT. YOU WERE GOOD IN NOT SLAPPING PPL THOUGH YOU WERE SO PISSED(:
Kris: You tell me so much nice stuff my dearest yong-tau-foo-dream-daughter(: It's really nice to have you talking while I absorb like a sponge. You shoulkd give me taped speeches and I should listen for therapy(:
My mum decided to start piano lessons for me again. OH THE HORROR. Tomorrow's meet-the-lovely-piano-teacher session. I"m dreading to meet dear teacher michelle. Truckloads of sarcasm.
Okay, i should bury my anger and disappointment and fear with dinosaur bones. I'm gonna get my shovel and my bible.
Nights world, sleep oh ever so tight(:
I hate it when there's cell group and all of them make so much noise. ARGHHHH.
doyouknow.
♥
Thursday, May 08, 2008
9:40:00 PM
I missed having dinner out with my family. I just realised that today when we went out.
But I'm really happy now. I smell of strawberries in milk, literally(: Hee(: The getting back of chinese papers tomorrow doesn't really sound very appealing to me. I practically screwed up the whole thing with my little guesses that should probably be all wrong. Oh man, thinking about it really gives me the creeps.
Drama video filming was pretty productive today. I left halfway though, but seeing zingie stand in the middle of the road with that I'm-not-gonna-laugh face was really...intriguing? And kris is so good with the camera. People watching was really fun though it was only for a few moments. I wanna tail kris around one of these days.
Our drama play is not progressing sadly. But it will. It will. It will.
Mummy needs the com soon.
I don't think you know,
though i'm not sure if i wish you did.
Nights to all loves and everyone(:
I'm sorry I couldn't meet you today. I'll make it up to you some other time alright?
blessedbeyourname.
♥
Monday, May 05, 2008
4:08:00 PM
Boo(:
I'm home from school. School was so boring today. And I was so restless, just like sella. Today was exceptionally note-passing. There were so many ntes flying from one end to the other end. And being mailman was pretty fun.
Sella is so funny. Beloved 32(: I'm not sure how many people have seen her blushing and letting out a secret, but I did. And I was laughing at her. And guess what? The teachers shifted our places back to the old ones ( exams are over.) and now sella is somewhere else):
Zing was paying attention for a wjile today, till she decided to accompany my restlessness(: And because of the change of seats, she's also somewhere else): Oh man. I made zingie chicken little's girlfriend today.
And I said that way too loudly in the emath class with xinyun, so the whole class turned toward us and all started laughing at zingie. She just buried her head..under her armpit? I'm not too sure. Hee(:
YOU HAVE CHICKEN LITTLE HAIR. It's so weird that zing likes my hair and i like hers(: HAHH(:
The only good thing about moving back to my old seat is grace and scandal(: I missed grace so much. Oh, and i'm sorry i made you worried when i didnt text you back. I feel asleep on the bus >.<
I hate the front sometimes. We can't sleep during sleepable times, and we cant do anything. And we can't text in class either. Oh man, what a sad life.
Something just happened.
---
I can't believe you..
I'm not sure whether you did it cos she talked to you yesterday night,
or cos you wanted to.
Maybe it matters,
maybe it doesn't.
I never knew what certain things were,
until everything happened.
You may not think anything of it,
but that doesn't really matter.
I've had a great time.
Blessed be your name
In the land that is plentiful
Where the streams of abundance flow
Blessed be your name
Blessed be your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be your name
Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say...
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name
Blessed be your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the world's all as it should be
Blessed be your name
Blessed be your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be your name
Every blessing you pour out,
I turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in,
Lord Still I will say...
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be your glorious name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say Lord,
Blessed be your name
Father, I commit everything to you.
No matter whatever happens,
I'll try to praise your name forever.
We fall short of your glory.
♥
Sunday, May 04, 2008
10:26:00 PM
Church was alright.
Yesterday was not.
Things change.
Everythign changes.
i'mwondering.
♥
Friday, May 02, 2008
2:19:00 PM
I'm the the library with my geeeeena(:
( geeeeeena= jeanna.
She hates it when people call her geeeeeeeeena. Ms Ho can't exactly pronounce her name, she hence came along geeeeeeeena. She says that no one in this world can call her that except me 'cos she says I'm the only one who doesn't call her in the china prostitute way- whatever that is!)
Geeeeeeeena just burped and ruined the video project of this bunch of sec 1 girls. Bad geeeeeeena. Drama soon. I don;t really wanna go, but I'm choiceless. We kinda skipped 2 sessions so we had to go on tuesday and today too. I feel like an evil senior. But geeeeena agrees. Whatever.(:
Secondary 1 projects are so lame. ESPECIALLY HISTORY. I hate that subject . Dang history. But sec 1 was fun.
OH. WE LOVE MS HO(:
She's so funny. She stopped me and jeanna (geena) for a conversation just now. She said I need a lot better for chem mid years(: Geeena too. YAY(:
And some people in 3e1 did well, three eee oneeeeeeeee(:
I think we should go already. 4 minutes... to save ourselves from being late.
Sometimes, I really don't know what's wrong with you.
you'll never really know. will you?
