i'll miss you...

WHITE FRAMELSS SPECS(:

♥ Wednesday, November 28, 2007 10:13:00 PM

I can't go online for the whole day tomorrow:( And that's due to some extremely stupid reasons.
I guess I better find some stuff to occupy myself, but sonehow, I can't think.

Tag replies first then..

doryy: Classical? Oh cool..

JASMINE: HEEE..yes, I love this song. Lots of meaning(:

doryy: EHEH. WHAT NOT AS SPASTIC AS ME..D***STER IS WORSE THAN EVERYBODY ELSE OKAY?!

ziying: HELLO HELIUMM...ENJOY SUSHI WORLD(:

JASMINE: I love you too LAHHHH..cya next week too(: (
P.S Why do we always add LAHHH after saying i love you?!

SiJia: Some people think is gross, I don't know why either. I THINK IT'S LOVELY...!

I'm not sure what to do tomorrow. I just realised ho deprived I would be tomorrow. No music, no internet. Oh man, happy thoughts now...

I went to the optician's a while ago. And I chose my specs. ( I cracked the other one, I was supposedly venting anger on my face, and walking, and then POP/ CRACK..then it died. Reviving it with scotchtape though. You know, to see the computer screen and stuff.) My new specs would be home with me next WED!!! But that's like eons... so we rushed the lady. Hopefully, by Saturday, so I can head to church without walking into lamposts, and getting mocked by PAULINE AND META. Oh wellies, I'm so...me.

I want to eat crepe badly:(

♥ Tuesday, November 27, 2007 11:44:00 AM

(Tittle is not appropriate, but what the...bleh?)

I just woke up. I'm not supposed to be using the computer for practically the whole day. But I guess vista's too hot to be left in the open without being used. Anyway, why am I not supposed to use the com?

Rants, and more of them.

Condolences to the families and friends of the 5 dragon boaters.

P.S Gab, cheer up. Just remember the fun times you had with your teacher.

Other than that, tag replies(It's not going to be nice replies, I'm not really in the mood.)

SiJia: I'm glad I had fun too. Thanks for being glad with me then.

Doryy: Yes, they run(: BUT YOU HAVE IT TOO OKAY?!

RACHAEL': Hahah good. Oh, I won't really be online at night these days, so I'm not sure when you can send them over either. All the same, thanks(:

SiJia: I'm not sure if I'm allowed out, people are getting cranky.

Chatz: haha, welcome(: And well, not entirely>.<

JASMINE: (:(:(:.smiley faces to you too~~~ Oh wait, I meant ---

Doryy: Haha, welcome(: I don't know, but there were 3 guitars on stage. Was the other one acoustic?

SiJia: *speechless*

P.S I WANT TO EAT CREPE. BANANA AND CHOCOLATE- AND IT'S NOT DISGUSTING!

♥ Monday, November 26, 2007 9:59:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAVOURITE COUSIN(:
I'm sorry I forgot your birthday. I've been having this syndrome:( Anyway, I hop you got the boyish toys that you wanted. ( Laughs...) Enjoy life when you are young man...SMALL BOY(: I envy you(: Happy birthday.

It's my uncle's and auntie's wedding anniversary. Happy anniversary.

Blah, blah, blah.

*WTBFH*

♥ 7:25:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DORYY(:
Did you have fun today? I think you were about all day, didn't see you online. Anyway, I hope today was fun(: Thanks for always coming early to church, and crapping, drawing and walking around with me(: Thank you A LOT(: Once again, happy birthday(: God Bless for everything(: With lots of love, AND FISH FOOD(:

I'm so not in a very happy mood. They way they say it is as if some superstar was coming to our house or something. It's like so bloody shitty. And it's worse because I'm upset over something so lame. Well, I guess it seems lame to others, but to me, I guess it means a lot.

Trying not to think of it, but I guess I'm in the midst of the things, and so I'll just retreat instead of trying to forget, failing and then lamenting. Gosh, I'm wallowing in pity.

This time, thinking of you didn't help. I just felt more helpless.

♥ Sunday, November 25, 2007 10:04:00 PM

Yesterday was GRANDAD'S BIRTHDAY. SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

today is Chatz's birthday:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL CHATZ(:

Thanks for being a sweet friend. Hope you enjoyed today. Looking forward to next year. And thanks for talking to me on msn. FUN.FUN.I know who you saw(: MUAHAHAHA. WITH LOTS OF LOVE:)

TOMORROW IS MY FISH' BIRTHDAY. THE CAKE WAS PRETTY.I HOPE YOU ATE IT:)

♥ 4:47:00 PM

I just realise how shitty to day was/ is, for me, that is.

Church was...I don't know how to describe it. Morning was so not- in- place. CCR Chinese youth had this carnival going on, so preparation of games and food began. Our lonesome canteen began to reform into this oil- stenched, crowded, noisy place. Jas went to play piano first, so doryy and I were laming around with Jenna.

It was so hot in the canteen, once again, I picked wrong clothes. Full, long skinnies on such a hot day. What was I thinking... Walking from place to place. the porch was still the best. And we have officially decided to move there, instead of the canteen.

Dressings were rather gay, cargo-ish, and me-ish. Okay, I don't feel like elaborating anymore.

I'll just say that service wasn't really fun or anything. Songs were all weird. The atmosphere was so...not the atmosphere. Sermon was okay, I guess.

But yeah, I don't want my Jericho wall to fall though. I guess it's better for it to remain there for a while longer. Yeah, it's not what you feel or what, but I don't want things to fall now. Enigh has fallen, and is falling.

My reaction to all these still seem the same. Look at it, look at the suckish parts, moan in my head. I'll then let the news sink, and then be WTBH-lling my whole time away.

I'm so against BIASED PEOPLE. Yeah, but that would make me biased...right? But I guess it's okay to be biased against them. Why must people be biased? I just don't get it? Won't other people be sad then? Well, I guess they don't care. What should people care so much right? Why not be selfish? No, being selfish is bad!

I'm railing away. Rail. rail, rail. My next poal is to save enough $$$$. I need music badly. Music, music, music.

there was one thing that really interested me today. The electric guitars(: I think HOF has got good guitarists man. I like the sound of it(: The drums were nice too. To me, the electrics and the drums sound the best.

Apparently, I'm going to have piano lessons once again, starting in December. I'm not happy about that at all though. Not happy.

I shall start browsing at phone models soon. I want to feel the satisfaction of saving up and buying what you want. Yeah, I want to aim now. Aim, aim, aim.

I love Nic's MVs. The make you feel and react. I want all his CDs. Aim, aim, aim.

I'm not too happy, but I'll try to make myself smile for once(:

Smile, smile, smile.
:) :) :)

I was so annoyed.

Yeah, I was.

Filp the shaggy, floopy floppy chocolate hair..FLIP FLIP. That was nice(: FLIP FLIP FLIP.

"NO MONEEEEEEEE..." That's what I heard.

M T M T M T--- KAILI. GOOD ONE!

I'll just go listen to Nic:)

ba- ba-da(:

♥ Saturday, November 24, 2007 2:25:00 PM

Back row ( Tall people): Dhanessha, Sreya, Merciha, Hanis, Chaitali
Middle person: Zing
Front people (Shorties): Jas and me.

Another of spastic picture, traditional. Well, I'm trying my best to recall what we were doing. I think it was a mixture of Jas telling me something stupid, and me laughing at it, and her trying to keep me on balance. Yeah, something like that(:

I'm so bored. This Saturday can't get anymore boring. The library is apparently accusing me of not returning a book.~~WTBH~~ Ray already returned the book, but these people must have got it mistaken. And I"m too lazy to get out of the house unless it's going to entertain me. And getting stuff cleared isn;t exactly my idea. Yeah, I sound pretty spoilt right now, but I really am bored to the verge. And gosh, it annoys.

At least his songs are nice, and they don't bore(:

I shall play my i- bored- to- death game, PAC XON(:

♥ Friday, November 23, 2007 7:44:00 PM

Today was a HAND GRIPPING day.
Today was DEP outing day.
Today was the second day.

I haven't been to Plaza Sing for long. The place has not really changed, but I guess the place looks prettier with the christmas decorations up.

Lunch was at KOPITIAM, and the YONG TAU FOO gand was formed(: Oh, I was so happy eating my lunch, and gosh, it was filling!

DEP girls laugh at anything. Cameras were everywhere, it was almost like there were paparazzis.

And there was this time when I was left behind on the escalator due to our traditional DEP blurness, I was freaked there, for a moment.

We watched Enchanted. It wasn't my type of movie, that's all I can say. But I guess it really made me laugh, so I guess it's pretty funny.

I never had my hand gripped so tightly before, and haven't gripped anyone's hand so much either. MRT rides, squashed all over. Movies with scary actors, and graphics, oh screams. ( Laughs...) Running from traffic light to traffic light is really fun. Except the part where you kept tugging my shirt..and flicking my hair. ( That was really annoying...)

Well, so much for DEP outing. Now for tag replies...

JASMINE: YAY.nicholas! and yes,it's -------.not ~~~~.haha.

amandaFOO: OH my, meet up...?I really don't know.

SiJia: yeah, 294.

boo: Yeah, busy girl. Poor you, training, but you'll get through it. Blogging fun(: Jia you for softball then(:

RACHAEL': haha.okok.I saw you today(: I hope you had fun(:

Jovina: Once I complete something, I strike it off, just like it a list(:

♥ Thursday, November 22, 2007 3:47:00 PM

tag replies:

chatz: hey(: see you tomorrow, facebook lover!

doryy: YES,I CHANGED MY BLOG SONG(: THIS ONE IS MY CURRENT DRUG(: His songs are really nice to hear, and so addictive too XD

RACHAEL': I haven't watched why why love..! All movies/ dramas are capable of making me cry lah...so like no difference (ps..ps) My sad post..I'm okay lah(: Yes, Iknow you will listen(:(: I"m trying to download his NICE NICE songs too. If I but the CD, you can have to to download, but I can't promise that I'll buy.Depends(: Thanks

Oh, congrats to NATASHA from st. hildas, higgest scorer ever for the PSLE: 294(:

I wonder how juniors from church have done. Hope all is well for jeanette, sherlynn and bestie. God bless.

♥ 1:07:00 PM

張棟樑 - 錯了再錯MV
Nicholas Teo/ Zhang Dong Liang- Cuo Le Zai Cuo

退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
tui dao le jue jing zai tui po sui dao bu neng po sui
Retreat till the edge, and retreat some more. So broken that it cannot be broken any further.

能挽回什么你就不肯说
neng wan hui shen me ni jiu bu ken shuo
What can be redeemed? You simply refuse to say.

我只能猜疑却都错
wo zhi neng cai yi que dou cuo
I could only guess, but my guesses were all wrong.

泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
lei shui guan gai zhe bei shang jue wang shi ni ci gei de an wei
Tears irrigated this sorrow, hopelessness is the comfort that you bequeathed on me.

为何你说谎我却受惩罚
wei he ni shuo huang wo que shou cheng fa
Why am I being punished for your lies?

你不如就用刀刺下
ni bu ru jiu yong dao ci xia
You may as well simply pierce me with a knife.

我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
wo ke yi tong le zai tong ni ke yi cuo le zai cuo
I can suffer pain again and again, while you can do wrong repeatedly.

不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
bu gan xin bu shan duo zhi wei na shi zhen de cheng nuo
I am not happy, but I don't shirk away - all for the promise that has lost its truth.

我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容
wo zhuan shen rang ni huan zhe huo ni cun xin yong jin wo kuan rong
I look to one side and let you live, yet you intentionally test the limits of my generosity.

为什么连谎言你也刺破
wei shen me lian huang yan ni ye ci po
Why must you disclose even the white lies?

爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
ai huo tong bi ci jiu jie bei he wo wu fa fen jie
Love or pain, they are intertwined; sorrow and me, we are inseperable.

厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
yan juan de pi lei cheng le yi pian hei
The sickening tiredness, framed a black mood,

伤痛都已无法消灭
shang tong dou wu fa xiao mie
All the pain and injuries cannot be vanquished.

泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
lei shui zi run zhe lei shui bei pan shi ni ling yi zhong wei ji
Tears bring forth more tears, betrayal is another form of your "comfort".

完美的借口泪无辜留下
wan mei de jie kou lei wu gu liu xia
Your perfect excuses, my innocently-shed tears.

你不如用乱箭射吧
ni bu ru yong luan jian she ba
You may as well use arrows to pierce me.

即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
ji shi wo tou ye bu hui zhe bei ju meng xiang wo zhui
Even if I do not look back, this tragedy rushes towards me.

情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
qing yuan ni quan bu cui hui bie liu zhe liao yuan de huo dui
I'd rather that you destroyed everything, don't leave behind a vast plain of burning flames.

给你的自由将我吞没
gei ni de zi you jiang wo tun mo
The freedom I gave you has consumed me,

给我的爱像一根绳索
gei wo de ai xiang yi gen sheng suo
The love you gave me was like a length of rope -

你放手却捆住了我
ni que fang shou kun zhu le wo
But you let go and tied me up.

不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
bu gan xin bu shan duo zhi wei na shi zhen de cheng nuo
I am not happy, but I don't shirk away - all for the promise that has lost its truth.

为什么连谎言你也给刺破
wei shen me lian huang yan ni ye ci po
Why must you disclose even the white lies?

为什么连谎言你也不说
wei shen me lian huang yan ni ye bu shuo
Why do you refuse to utter even the white lies?

The song is really nice. His voice is reallt great in this song. I watched the his Live performance at TP (grrr..) There was not much difference except for the clarity of the videos. The voice was almost exact, so you can be sure that there are no gimmicks in his singing(:

Watching the videos was hard at first. The video is so saddening. I guess it would be better subtittles to the video. The chinese is really fast and I guess not many of us from this genereartion can catch the words so apty. The lyrics are rwally meaningful. O ther than that, his facial expressions bring the video to a different level.

I sound like some television commercial, but I guess, the video is really great(:

i never thought of it as entertainment
just that when i see the face that i know
it brightens up my whole day.

I didn't meant to say it that way. Though I already explained, I don't know why I still carry on explaining. Well, I guess I was too frustrated to to think. But I didn't expect you to think that way. I really got a shock. But I guess, I really didn't wasn to see you feel that way.

And I guess I should be happy to find out what I did. I guess I should call it a blessing in disguise. At least there was a pleasant surprise waiting at the end of the road this time. So I guess, I should just take it and be happy without wondering too much about why it was there, and at least I know why it was there. So there, I guess, you still can. I'm used to it, I guess.

But still, that only applies to you. To you, but nobody else in the whole wide world.

DEP outing tomorrow. I'm not sure if I'll be going. I didn't ask Dad. And Ray is out tomorrow, and the guest leaves today, so I hope Dad won't kick a fuss. Hopefully not, with fingers crossed. I haven't been to Plaza Sing for long either. So I guess, if I go tomorrow, it will be pretty fun for me(:

Math, once again, in the afternoon- It's killing me, actually, not really. I guess it's just killing Jas, 'cos everytime we try to plan something, math gets in the way...! Oopsies...but she understands(:

Lunch, I hope it will be fun.

WEI XIAO PASTA(:

♥ Wednesday, November 21, 2007 2:16:00 PM

I JUST FINAISHED WATCHING WEI XIAO PASTA(:

It's such a beautiful show. I guess it's the best drama series I've ever watched, comparing it to Hanazakarino Kimitachihe and Romantic Princess. The lead actor is great in this show. I guess the characterizations were really good and all characters ALL showed their different sides in a very accurate potrayal. So, I guess, it's really really a good show.

Now, there's no more entertainment...! Fonda and Jo have been asking me to watch Why Why Love, staring Mike He. Well, I guess I'll see about that (Heh)...

Zhi Yao Xiao Yi Xiao, Mei Shen Me Shi Qing Guo Bu Liao De(:

Youth camp is coming...

♥ 10:56:00 AM

Today morning was rather fun:)

Breakfast was nice, but really unhealthy. I didn't seem to mind after I tasted it. Ham omelette was mini sausages with FLORIDA'S NATURAL. Nice.

After breakies, I was talking to mum about the latest foot court-turned-store place near my estate. Mum was doing this thing and she turned it on, BBBBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, then , splat, splat.

The stuff splatted everywhere
=0

And I was in this weird state. MY POOR FBT SINGLET. It had that tomato blend all over. Shorts and me were covered with blend splats. Mummy didn't get any stuff splatted on her, but there went her clean kitchen. Mum was then frantically getting wipes out, and got me to help her...AND THEN..

I began wiping my self instead of the floor...not me actually, but my singlet. And my mum said
" SHERRRYYY...STOP BEING A SISSY AND HURRY WIPE..!"

I was like...sissy?

So I continued, laughing all the way with my mum. It was so funny. And in the end, my mum jokingly put the blame on me for distracting her...

"You should have just left the kitchen, and not talk about the CK shop. Stupid cheapo CK shop"

And I was so tickled by her expression, and laughed all the way with her wondering how she could have given birth to such a kitchen idiot.

(Laughs...)

Feelings were robbed when episode 10 was not the final one to the Romantic Princess series. It was so boring, and draggy.

And as for Smiling Pasta, I have only 13 parts:( I should be done with it today. So if you guys know of other funny romance dramas, tell me about it...

Tag replies:

Ziying: Haha. Helium airhead.FRIDAY(:

Gabriel-C: Blog song? I changed it already. It's not Face Down anymore. And yes, The Click Five rock!

RACHAEL': Yeah, I know you did ~~lah.~~ And yes, Smiling Pasta is addictive(:

kris: KRISTENONG.( heh) Safe trip for the 25th. Beijing will be cool.haha.(yes, i remember it is literally)FRIDAY(:see you then(:

THE PEOPLE WHO ANNOY ME ARE SUCCEEDING

♥ Tuesday, November 20, 2007 8:27:00 PM

WTBFH.
I don't understand why I'm the one. Why not others? Why me?

Is it that fun that fun to use me as an object of entertainment? Wht do you guys think? Use me as a joke? It's not very nice okay. In fact it sucks. Don't tell me you're joking. I won't buy it. So what, everytime you talk to me, it's just a joke? Then you know what? Don't talk to me. Because I don't think it is funny.

Yeah, you think it's funny to see my reactions. Even if it is somethin sensitive which you know that I really like, you still rub it in my face, just because you think my reaction is fun to watch? Well, isn't that plain sadistic?

I know that no matter how much I want, no one will stop. I guess people have been treating me this way ever since I was young. And nothing's going to change. So fine, don't change.

But I'm not going to let you people say things to make me upset. Don't blame me if I ignore you. And stop apologising. Since nothing's going to change, why apologise?

And you don't have to tell me that you won't suan me. I won't believe it.

Living with it is tough. That's why I won't be around to live with it.

Kristen Ong Xin Ru: I love you. Thanks for always knowing when I'm not okay. And thanks for holding my hand so real tight. And I can't wait for friday. I miss you. Thanks for talking to me. I greatly appreciate it. Thank you.
XOXO
sharon

NICHOLAS HAS NICE SONGS:) REALLY

♥ 9:39:00 AM

It's so early in the morning and I'm already online. The day seems to be a sharon's-stuck-at-the-computer-day.

Anyway, here are my overdue tag replies. (Special thanks to the wonderful people who tag and read, greatly appreciated)

Si Jia: Yeah, we'll meet up some day for a movie.haha

AmandaFOO: Oops, this tag reply is so lkate that your "next week" meant the current week...oops =x. Sorry. Hmmm...but I'm not free either. We'll try december(: We have to check with the rest first(: I miss going out with you, and rose and clara. SOON WE WILL GET OUT OF THE HOUSE TOGETHER(:

Ziying: Yeah, threeone. Thanks again for the MSN convo last night. It was sweet, and really assuring. AND YES, I MISS YOU TOO...! We'll just wait for Friday, I'll be there, I promised already(:

Dhaneesha: Hello future three-ee-one!

amanda: Haha.your tag made me laugh. You're the ~~like~~ first person to say you like the font...! Some OTHER PEOPLE claimed that it annoyed them, and it was irritaing! BLEAH TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">haha.btw, I linked you:)

RACHAEL': What do you mean OGLING. I ain't a chi ko pei ( However you spell that... ) okay?!
Oh, and yes, see you next sunday.
P.S Waking up late on a sunday morning and using that as an excuse to pon church AND WATCH WEI XIAO PASTA:) IS SOO NOT RIGHT. Hah, beat that:)

kris: KRISTENONG. It's so funny the way you call me that, and also link my blog under that name, can't help but laugh:) SEe you on friday. DARE YOU BACK OUT, zing, jas and I will have it out eith you...but that's only 'cos we miss you...so come okay:)

Si Jia: Oh, so no bee movie.haha. It looked pretty lame anyway. But if there's one reason I'll watch it, it will be that I got dragged by my MEI MEI/ I'll fulfilling my job as an older sister:)
P.S There is a live first of the lead bee character...! I see her all the time. She's none other than.... JASMINE YAP XIN YEE

I'm gonna get burnt for that one..

P.S Nicholas has really got a great voice. His sad songs are so addicitve. I'm addicted. HORRIBLE: HE WAS AT TP ON 13 AUGUST THIS YEAR. I DIDN'T REALLY LISTEN TO HIS SONGS AND WAS NOT INTO HIM THEN...OH MY, I FEEL SO SAD:(

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That was stress relieve baby:) I don't want to do math, but I shall. I'm so...a student.

♥ Monday, November 19, 2007 9:00:00 PM

Today was fun, I guess.

The Game Plan is a nice movie. But its not all funny, it really makes you sad. Yes, it does. The child star in the movie is really adorable. No other comments though.

Walking around Vivo, round and round, really aches the feet. Learning from experiences in the painful way, once again.

It's so unpleasant when you're the butt of ridicule, and that being viewed as entertainment. It really amazes me how I can allow myself to be in such situations.

I eat fast. A lot of people have told me that. (Laughs...) I feel full(:

zhi yao xiao yi xiao, mei shen me shi qing guo bu liao!
I used this today. Many thanks to the show(:

♥ Saturday, November 17, 2007 8:59:00 PM

I've been bumming around. I'm so glad for the computer, and the internet. That's practically my life now.

MSN has been really fun these days. Pac XOn is nice to play to vent off anger.

Smiling Pasta(: takes me on roller coater rides. Ray has holidays too. It's been off to rather nice start. And I like it

Well, I've not been thinking much about things, just people. I've been missing friends. Eating instant noodles was so distracting. Video world images, silly but memorable scenes unfolded. I'm not elaborating.

Smiling pasta(: taught me a lot. Other than staring at the lead actor, maybe things I've realised. And I'm so glad(:

And I'm missing people even though they're online. This can't get any worse.

Nicholas Teo has a really nice, sweet voice. And his songs are nice. They really are very nice.

I love that picture. Though I don't know if it can be uploaded

♥ Thursday, November 15, 2007 8:27:00 PM

tag replies...

xavier: haha. thanks for tagging from hokkaido(:

tabbs: thanks(:yah lah.not fair he gets to gowelcome.and i'm happpy(:

chatz: yeah man! CLASSMATES(:yeah, the page need loading,haha.thanks for the tag(:

Si Jia: aiya..i wanted to go oso...but..nvm.haha.good.YOU HAD FUN(:

AMANDA FOO: i wanna go out too. OMG.its been soooooo long since we last went out:( btw.dont miss him. there's still clara, rose and me...haha.I WANNA WATCH THE GAME PLAN!

ber: you ar! miss them never miss me. YOU ANG YOU HOT GUYS!haha.

Yes, I badly want to head to the movies the see the ROCK in action! The game plan seems really nice. Plans on Monday, but, then again, plans fail.

THE GAME PLAN(:

♥ 7:05:00 PM

I had a dream last night, or early this morning. It was a weird dream.

I dreamt that it was 2008. And that I had started life in 3e1. So there went my dream. It was as if we were having OBS in this school, a weird school with primary and secondary together.

People that I usually don't talk to, talked to me. I was weirded out, I think. I remember DEP girls being there.

So I think we went into classrooms, and sort of got lost. We finally found the right class.

It was math, and Ms Pang was in class. I was the last one to reach. Ms Pang was giving out exercise books, and when she saw me late, she flared up.

She threw my exercise book at me. And began scolding. She said she my math was horrible and screamed and yelled at me. I just blinked, and blinked and then began to cry! I was sobbing away, with the entire class staring at me. Ms Pang then walked away. So I couldn't take the humiliation, and SMSed _______.

In a while, _______ came to the classroom. I saw you, and I ran to hug you, crying all over again. But before you could react, the scene began to rewind.

This time it was not _______ that was at the door, but ______! And surprisingly, I ran to hug ______! And I cried on your shoulders.

This time, the scene was fastforwarded. _______ and ______ came in with me. ______ confronted MS Pang, while _______ helped me pack my table. _______ and I walked out. ______ said something to Ms Pang, and then we left.

I guess I was so shocked that in my dream I hugged ______ that I woke myself from the dream itself. I was so shocked. And still am.

OMG: that's my only reaction.

this is the song by Nicholas Teo aka Zhang Dong Liang that he sings in Wei Xiao Pasta (smiling pasta). when i first heard it i fell in love with it ^_^ here's my translation, if there's anything wrong please feel free to tell me

歌曲: 北极星的眼泪 – Tears from Polaris
歌手: 张栋梁- Nicholas Teo (Zhang Dong Liang)

像断了线消失人海里面
Xiang duan le xian xiao shi ren hai li mian
Like a broken piece of string that has disappeared in a sea of people

我的眼终于失去你的脸
Wo de yan zhong yu shi qu ni de lian
My eyes have finally lost sight of your face

再等一会奢望流星会出现
Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian
Just wait a while desperately waiting for a shooting star to appear

愿如果真的实现
Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian
If wishes really do come true

爱能不能永远
Ai neng bu neng yong yuan
Can love really be forever?

明天或许来不及变
Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian
Tomorrow's change may come too late

但曾经走过的昨天越来越远
Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan
But the memories of our shared history grows dimmer by the day

* 北极星的眼泪说不出的想念
* bei ji xing de yan lei shuo bu chu de xiang nian
* Tears from Polaris, thoughts that are unspoken

原来我们活在两个世界
Yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie
For we live two separate worlds apart

北极星的眼泪你哭红的双眼
Bei ji xing de yan lei ni ku hong de shuang yan
Tears of Polaris, your eyes are red from crying

被淋湿的诺言淹没在心里面
Bei ling shi de nuo yan yan mo zai xin li mian
Drenched promises are submerged in my heart

我抬头看着爱不见
Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian
I raise my head and find that the love has gone

再等一会奢望流星会出现
Zai deng yi hui she wang liu xing hui chu xian
Wait a while and a shooting star shall appear

愿如果真的实现
Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian
If wishes really do come true

爱能不能永远
Ai neng bu neng yong yuan
Can love really be forever?

明天或许来不及变
Ming tian huo xu lai bu ji bian
Tomorrow's change may come too late

但曾经走过的昨天越来越远
Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan
But the memories of our shared history grows dimmer by the day

Repeat *

当对的人等不到对的时间
Dang dui de ren deng bu dao dui de shi jian
With the right person yet cannot find the right time

就在放开手的瞬间爱撕成两边
Jiu zai fang kai shou de shun jian, ai si cheng liang bian
In the instant when our hands separate, the love that we share is torn in two

Repeat *

整个宇宙都流眼泪
Zheng ge yu zhou dou liu yan lei
The whole universe is shedding tears

I watched SMILING PASTA the whole day. I went through this roller coaster ride of feelings. (Laughs) but I guess I had fun:)

Now to rush some admin stuff for my dad

(bleah)>.<

♥ Tuesday, November 13, 2007 9:58:00 AM

Yesterday's effort really turned everything to an overnight thing. Well, our "detective work" didn't lead to anything. We only have some two people to thank. I guess things moved really quickly. I'm so gald I had a fresh state of mind, or everything would have gone crazy like it normally does when I handle things (heh...)

But after everything turned to more than what we could imagine, I guess it's kind of disaapointing. Well, I guess I dreamt to much(Oops..) So I guess the efforts are going to go down the drain once again. But maybe not, but still, there is a possibility.

Okay, I'll just rant now.

Yesterday was a nice night. Though I missed ~~more than half of the~~ last and final episode of my daily series, it was a nice night. Oh wellies, then everything was ruined.

So I guess it's not nice to elaborate.

Anyway. today is class chalet day. But I'm not going. Sorry SiJia, Salina and Wei Yun.~~(I'm so gald asked me on MSN, so I could easily dodge and finally escape)~~

Anyway here are tag replies...(i'm not replying on the tag board itself because I don't want to suffer the temper of it)

Yingbin: Yeah, I know. I was worried that I wouldn't use the com on Sunday itaself and that I might forget. So it was an early one:)

Rachael: Thanks:) I linked you too:)

Jiaying: Hello. I tagged you to:)

SiJia: Hello:) Thanks for that. You cheer me up. Oh, and thanks for sending the emoticons. They were really cute. Thanks:)
P.S. Leave your link:)

My grandma is so pleased that the clothes are dried and not ~~soggy~~ and wet.

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♥ Monday, November 12, 2007 7:20:00 PM

A friend told me that she dreamt of me, but didn't want to tell me the dream in fear of upsetting me. Well, I succeeded in finding out.

Curiousity killed me, in that dream. I feel in underground by being curious. I guess it happened already.

PS. hey, I didn't date you! Change that facebook thingy!
eeew hiraba!haha

♥ Sunday, November 11, 2007 6:04:00 PM

Today was a pretty weirdly mixed up day. Yeah, it was.

Before- church- time was fun. It was just me and Doryy:) Math was struggling to survive in my head. And with discourages from Ann, Jenna and Doryy, I guess I gave in to peer pressure, sadly.

"If you study too hard now, when you reach sec 4, there'll be nothing left to study...!"

Baby Evangeline dropped by. And since Jie Sylvia was having Bible study, we could occupy Evan and ourselves in little games of peek- a- boo, and other sorts of games. And guess what, Doryy admitted that Evan like me:) Haha, she's so cute. Playing with the switches was interesting.

Somehow, I think the most interesting thing is how one has to think from another totally different view. Thinking from a little baby's point of view wasn't easy. (~~And Doryy kept rubbing it in by PROFUSELY asking me how I would be a mum~~)

But I guess I got the hang of it after a while. And after playing for 'bout an hour or so, Evan asked me to bao bao:):):):)

Service wasn't the best. Worship was so unknown, the songs. Me and Na was just stoning. I felt guilty but I couldn't help it. ALL the songs were new. And it really requires quite a lot of effort to catch the tunes and concentrate. I guess today would have worked out if I was more familiar with it.

Playing with Evan dear brought that day's morning memories along. I guess it was the pram, or maybe it was the environment, or maybe it was just you. (Laughs...) I miss your gait:)

Lunch was just er ren shi jie. Macs won over YONG TAU FOO:(:( But someone said next week, she that's not that bad. ~~Gossiping~~ Talking 'bout others' was a fun thing to do. No, we seriously didn't gossip. We were just sharing our girly views on how we thought of people, which were really silly: some of those views

Grilled chicken foldover seemed healthy:)

Dad asked me to go out for a run. My being would rather use the grey skies as an excuse:(

The " The Bitch Song" is cool, I think that's a sweet song. Weird Sharon >.<

I guess if there's nothing else, I'll shove my ass outta here.

>..<

♥ Saturday, November 10, 2007 10:27:00 AM

Yes, that's really true. But, I can't you what it is. Because if I do, you'll be shocked. And giving someone a heart attack isn't what I want to do on a Saturday morning.

"Have you done your math?"

Yesterday, I realised that I didn't like someone but couldn't bring myself to hate them. And kept on asking myself why I couldn't. Well, I didn't have any reason to love them. But I guess, blood is sometimes the only reason. Sadly, in this case it.

"What is the result?"

There aren't any highlights, in my hair of in my holidays. I'm pretty bored. Freinds are flying to holidays. From ramen land to sushi land, followed by the land of cowboys, with kangaroos following next. Land of Melayu comes then. Enjoy your holidays guys.

"How are the corrections? Are they done?"

Well, other than slacking and bumming around, I've been at home. DEP camp wasn't counted. It was some stressful drama boot camp. At least, the people were there.

"Okay, We'll go through it at 11"

I'll go watch my drama now.

♥ Friday, November 09, 2007 1:35:00 PM

This is yeaterday's post, which I didn't publish.

I'm feeling really whooooosy today. I can't make up my mind.

SAL: haha you.yes.you'll be there
DORYY: don't gosh me. i know i gosh a lot these days.

I'm not talking boue DEP caamp. It's over.

And happt Deepavali/ Dewali!

(it is a litlle late...
)
I feel like going insane, but think that’d be fun. Well, I guess too much emotions with too much happening makes one lose control in tears first, and then feel numb, and then go totally high. But still, in this process, one would go cold to everything that actually happens around, cos after all, that person is still human. However, it all seems to complex to think of. So I guess, running away from thinking is what I’m doing right now.
Well, I guess that’s what I’ve been doing the past three days in Drama camp. Every time an emotion had to be evoked, I’d just shut off. Now I realise why. All the emotions that had to evoked were all in the negative, which meant to recall negative experiences. And that was what I refused to do. Because I knew doing that would make me cry. Well, at least now I know the reason. Well, the first time that I didn’t have to really think to get an answer, it just came to me.
I feel really bored, but I seem to be occupying myself well enough. I know this stage won’t last for very long. I mean how long can you be numb? It’s certainly human nature to get the feelings and thoughts back. So I guess I’m just enjoying this numbness for as long as it lasts. Somehow, my instincts tell me that I’ll lose it this afternoon, when things move faster, and get more intense.
I wish today was a Saturday. Then tomorrow would be a Sunday.
It’s been 2 months. Wow. I still remember that Saturday still. It seems to have happened so long ago. I’m glad it is still fresh in my mind, and I’m glad I saved that SMS. 2 months, and it’s just the beginning. I can’t imagine how long this will last. Next year might not even be enough. At least that would mean that I’m safe. Smiles, and giggles, and more I guess. More absurd dreaming during lessons I guess. Well, I’m typing this and smile to the computer. At least, this is one thing that’ll make me smile. And I’m really glad for it. I really, really am. Thank you, God.
Dreaming. All my current dreams make me smile and laugh to myself. Some things that I dream are so silly. Things would be funny if they really turned out to be true. (Laughs...)
I can’t wait to read the next 2 books. Oh thinking about it makes me so curious. Sharon, stop thinking.
Listening to The Click Five really gets me going. Making me feel happier, cheering me up, or even just making me feel more dreamy. Their music has not changed though there were changes in the band. I’m glad they didn’t change. They make me feel happy.
I just realised that very little cheers one up. For some only one or two people in this universe can cheer them up. Have you ever wondered what really cheers you up? I’m thinking about it... and it’s not easy to get an answer.
People perhaps? Umm...4 at most I guess. Music? Yea, The Click Five, and sonds that depict my feeling I guess. Drawing anon helps at times, writing and blogging works too. The people that cheer me up are actually not quite close to me. I guess it’s better that way, because when they’re not so close, it sometimes is easier to talk to them. Well, I prefer talking to those not so close I guess.
Comfort food? I guess sour candy never fails...(Laughs..) I seem really ~~happy~~ high now. There are so many things I should be bawling over. But I’m not. I’m really beginning to freak myself out . Gosh, I really am scaring myself.
September 8. October 8. November 8.
I’m going to do my sit- ups today. I shall be determined. Yes, I shall.

♥ Tuesday, November 06, 2007 8:36:00 PM

Today was pretty stressful once again, no harsh comments though.

My performance was not up to mark, as an actor, and as a person, everything seems to head downhill. I'm glad jas was there.

Came home, I enjoyed the bus ride. (Laughs)You never fail to cheer me up, I love you.

Everyone seems to have something to stress on. Dearly loved friends seem to have problems now. Talking and praying for them amkes me feel so sad. It brings me down to see them so sad, so tired. But, I can't be of much help. So I guess, I feel worse. But I guess small things like tags on blogs, letters and small gifts will be my part. I hopw you guys cheer up. Here's a message going to you guys.

Cheer up. Things get tough. You've gone through worse before, you can pull through this too. Remember what you told me? We must believe, then everything will be okay. And yes, if you are irritated with all that shit, you can call me, of course you can. Please cheer up, and don't be pissed any more. Don't be pissed with yourself, please don't. I'll deliver your letter soon. God bless:)

Doryy: I read your tag, and nearly cried. How can you say that? You have talent, so much that too. You have to appreciate them. Drawing, you're so good at it. Remember how we admire you and love your drawings. What people want you to do is not what is theway. You are unique. You are special. I felt that way because of pressure. Besides, I'll always appreciate you for who you are.

You are such a great friend. You always make me smile, always make me laugh. When I'm happy, you make me happier. When I'm sad, you make me feel better. You're a great friend. Metamorphosis will always love you, we always feel that way. Don't feel like that agin, please don't. I dont want you to be sad. And I missed you on sunday. Cell was not the same without you. I hope to see you this sunday:) Take care, and God bless. You're always a great friend, remember that!

I don't know how you feel, but through everything, you'll be okay.

Don;t feel down, that's something we just have got to be immune to. I know what you feel, I went through it too. Recently too, yesterday to be exact. Don't feel down anymore, you'll get over it. Whatever happens, you'll always be the best in the eyes of your friends. God bless.

I really miss people. Though you see some people practically everyday, after parting ways for not more than 5 minutes, you miss them. Feeling like that, is horrible.

I miss metamorphosis. I like being with you guys, looking forward to this sunday. I miss you guys.

I just saw you a while ago, but I still miss you.

I'm not sure if I miss you, I just hope things are going well. I hope you are okay.

Take care to everybody. I hope everyone will feel love. Everyone is entitled to love, everyone.

♥ Monday, November 05, 2007 8:02:00 PM

Today was one of the most demoralising days of my life.

Drama Class was supposed to be a place where I could really be me. But now, it's a place where I can't be anything but an actor with a given role.

Life in clique- divided 2e1 was so much better than in drama.

Labelling was my greatest fear. Since young that always been with me. When young it was more challenging to make friends because of my race. Thankfully, speaking chinese helped me. Still, differences will always be there. And they will be permanent.

Personality is one's most guarded possession, well, at least for me. And having that put down over and over, time and time again, sucks. At least in 2e1, everyone was nice. There were squabbles but no personal attacks, most of all, no labelling. Only stuff to be proud of were mentioned. But nothing else, at least not in the open classroom with the person around at least.

In drama, people are openly labelled, and critised. The victim then is laughed at by the whole group. Can you imagine? A bunch of people laughing. The issue is not if it is to be taken lightly. Has anyone ever wondered id that is a person's sensitive spot?

Not all jokes can be taken. Not all.

We did monolouges today. I was not the first one pointed to go out. However, because of other reasons, I was asked to go first. I went up first, after being called. I was called, not by my name, but what someone thought of me.

And I went up. It was ppainful. I didn't even make a sound. How could I have dne that? But no, that's what I did.

Being the first, I did what I did. Not up to mark, not even a passing mark. Everyone went, one by one. People who did the same monologues as I did, surpassed me, by miles.

I came home, she's getting it. I can't believe it.

Yes, I'm not the smart one. Not acdmically, not otherwise. I'm not the obidient one, I'm no where near perfect. Making them smile, that's never been done by me. It's always been the job of the other daughter.

Yes, I'm not the person you want me to be. Not doing well in math or science, and not being the daughter you want me to. It's just not me. Don't expect anything from me, that way, you'll never be dissappointed then. I'll never amount to anything great, so don't hope.

Mum, giving up on me, was the best thing. I'm glad you have. You'll be much happier then.

Dad, give up. Your hopes are not going to be reached, expectations won't be met. I'm sorry.

Sis,be the better daughter. You're the only one left.

Everyone I know has talent.

Studies. You guys all do well. Not getting an A1 is like not part of your life. It comes so easliy to you. Listen to the explanation once, do it few times, and its in your head.

Sports. Training one day another, you still head on strong. The coach praises you, team mates admire you. Medals grow, too much. Some just have to be stashed away.

Drama. Writing is part of you. Sets are all creative, well designed. Staging, lighting, they all come naturally. Expression, voice, they are the best of the best. Device pieces and monolouges that you create are all original, in depth. Acting is near perfection. Compliments rain down, the applause never dies down.

Those who dont excel in these area, barely three, have the looks and the beauty. Everyone seems talented.

All this hits down so painfully.

I'm still comtemplating to head over for session tomorrow. Why should I? This is not called giving up. This is the plain, bare truth.

Mum proudly says Ray's marks to auntie Pauline. Praises rain down once again. Antie asks about me, some murmurs, and then silence. I feel great.

Dad comes in and asks if I'm done with math.

That's all they'll ever ask. I'll never make it.

Feeling horrible, meggs cheers me up. Thanks:)

The feeling is still here. It won't go away.

Looking at the faces of DEP, my mood plunges. Everything's not working out.

I'm not the girl I was. Primary school: The grades and I was a better child. Now, everything's been ruined. Nothing is patching up.

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

---

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Brace yourself. Pull yourself together Sharon Alice Joseph. Wait, is that even you?

♥ Saturday, November 03, 2007 8:25:00 PM

kaname.

♥ 12:24:00 PM

Oh god, I'm so pissed off. I broached the topic: I want to read.

I asked my dad if I could buy 2 books. And his immediate reaction: "Not those comics!"

Despite knowing that I love the series, he'll never approve of me reading it, least of all, approve. I'm so...

I'm glad Erika is online. Talking to her is fun, she always makes me laugh. But still, thinking of Kaname...

Sharon, you'll get over it, find a way. Think....help.

♥ 11:36:00 AM

Yesterday was one hell of a day. And the result was: two fans feeling extra loyal and a tired soul with aching feet.

Yesterday was the 98.7 MCR black paraders contest. Knowing my circle of friends, it's easy to tell who I spent my day with- Hanis and Natalie. So the day begins...

Submission of the OBS form didn't go so well. I missed the part where I was supposed to stick a photograph, a trip wasted. Thankfully, I'll be going to school on monday.

Went to Hanis' house after that, after meeting Ayeshah. She had physics Os. Sadly, she found it tough. But, all will be well!

Costume was planned at hanis' house, and we combed around all the way to simei. It was tiring, and I wasn't really much of a help, given my knowledge of make- up.

Lunch was settled after getting drenched in the rain, pinafores turned darker:(

So heading to bugis was my favourite. MRT ride was gross. A man opposite us was holding his phone in this really awkward position. So we figured out that his camera was on. And according to Hanis' plan and idea, we fished our phones out and started giggling. That was all it took to intimidate him. Wow, and brilliant.

Getting lost at bugis was pretty fun, getting gloves and I got clothes too. I somehow like the bugis atmosphere, thought Hanis said she'd NEVER get in there. She thinks its scary. =.=. That was my reaction.

So then we met Nat, and there. The contest went pretty well. The wait however, was pretty long. Reached home by 9 with weird stares and glares. Only my grandma, whom I guess was unaware of the time, asked me out of concern. She's nice.

No one was around (Mum was taking in the clothes, Dad was at church) to have family prayer, or willing, (Rachel!), so I went over. It was nice listening to her.

So with that, I dragged my aching feet to bed, not before listening to Mutton and Button, of course. I still think they're cool.

I'm not sure if I had fun yesterday, at least I appeared to. Well, I'm hardly aware of my feelings, so I guess, it doesn't matter.

Oh wellies.

I don't feel like blogging about yesterday. So that's why there was not much in detail.

I'm feeling so restless. I really want to get VK. Gosh, I'm really starting to irritate myself.

Somehow I feel better when the font is smaller.

I've been getting headaches that are developing to migraines. And I think that's affecting me pretty badly. Worst of all, I can't help it. And fort the fact that I'm not really into taking Panadols, it's worse. Yes, I can swallow tablets but I seem to resist taking medicines. I just don't really like the thought I guess. Foreign substances, I'm not really into those. (Laughs)

Jas: Yes, its a pity if wasn't Kyle. No, actually not a pity. They should have just done the whole band:) That would have been the best!

Yes, that's it. I guess listening to Kyle would make me feel better.

♥ Thursday, November 01, 2007 1:12:00 PM

JOEY ZEHR !

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

♥ 12:37:00 PM

Oh god, I'm so bored.

Cheack up went fine. Polyclinics don't do the OBS check up, so I had to walk all they way to the GP. At least Sal told me that health booklets must be brought. And thankfully, Dad told me where it was, and I found it:)

I'm gald jas was smsing me all the way, or I'd been too bored to way over.

It's nice to have someone worrying if you'd get lost walking from the polyclinic to the GP, and relaxing only after they found out that these places are all familiar. And it's nice to remind them and watch them in denial. There are nice people around me:)

I found your picture in my wallet
Still got your sweater in my closet
I'll bring'em by
Maybe tonight
And people askin' how I'm doin'
But every question still has you in
I say I'm fine
And I never think about you
but you're always on my mind

I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then may I'll believe it like it's true

I'm getting over you

Been playing all the songs you hated
I called a girl I almost dated
She's not the one
But I'm having fun
And I'm better off without you
And I think it's what I want

I'm getting over you
I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
I'm getting over you

Even if it takes forever
I'll get myself together
I've been doing so much better
I'm getting over you

I'm getting over you most of the time
If I say it like I mean it
Then maybe I'll believe it like it's true
I'm getting over you

another song by the WONDERFUL click five:)

Listening to his voice really helps. It's...comfortable.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Many people don't seem to understand that. When one says he/ she thinks a certain person is good- looking, another can only agree or disagree. It's ILLEGAL to criticise!

Oh wellies...I'm bored again...

Some suggestions were given....

- Watch movies

- Go online

- Do a quiz

- Create a quiz

- Jump around

- Shop!

- Read (VK)(VK)(VK)(VK)(VK)!

I guess I'll do a quiz! And maybe create one later!

♥ 9:38:00 AM

God, Joey is on THEBAGPAGE of Urban! He looks great...

Anyway, heading to a check -up early in the morning with nagging every second from dad can't be the best thing I woke up to today. Sadly, it is.

And worst of all, I can't find my health booklet. (Sal said that was needed.)

So I need to hunt it down before leaving. Submission of form is due tomorrow, which means another silly trip to school...I'm thinking of getting my dad to do it for my, plans ahead are not willing to be rescheduled.

Other than that, Muttons still are the best. Yesterday's WHAT THE BLEAH was hosted my fruit mutton, specifically, banana mutton. Lyrics were the beginning of YOU ARE THE MUSIC IN ME...nana nana. It was nicely funny:)

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