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Thursday, August 30, 2007
8:25:00 PM
exam=not talking bout it.
i got the click 5 latest cd.
klye is cute.
i am watching their mvs now.
i'll come back later....
there vids are cute
and the lyrics are enough to make you feel high.
and they depict emotions well
and best of all
you get what they want to tell you
and the songs just ring in your head
again
and again
i missed school today.
dint see any of my friends.
i missed my daily dose of being spastic-
the result of hanging with hanis
and missed my dose of complaining-
no meggs
and missed my daily whackings-
fonda
and my whiner-
jas
called nat-
tuition
ahhh.
the friends.
of tkg.
and doryy
and tabbs
from ccr
ohhh.
they always make me high...
till we all touch the blue blue sky...
cottony soft clouds...
and the yakking of the birds...
without getting pecked...
on the head....
POP PRINCESS
MAKE ME SMILE!
randomness.
is the key to....
being random....
appreciate it.
i cant satnd it.
right in front of me.
shit you.
worst of all.
you will never expect me to say this.
and i would not tell you this staight
either.
well.
ermmm.
just stop it.
arghhhh...
i dont know what to do with you.
and i know you dont either.
so that's not constructive
robbing one of their security
and worst of all
running away with it.
and never intending to return
heartless
character of the wind
that once appeared
and then disappeared
without warning
without proper warning
without my type of warning.
so i'll just leave this hanging in the air...
just like you are doing.
well.
i don't want to.
but now.
do i even have a choice?!
answer that question yourself...
cos i know you know the answer
to this question at least.
i was pissed at you.
cos everyone else
said it.
except you.
and was deciding to get mad with you.
but then i saw it.
and then.
i killed my thoughts.
sorry.
for thinking that way.
:-&
i think i better go
♥
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
10:29:00 PM
what's the problem jenny?
baby just say good night...
happy birthday!
she'd bitter sweet.
i am sooo
tired.
of this type of life.
bored.
what else can i feel?
nervous/ scared.[i'm supposed to feel this way...but i dont]
the exam is tomorrow.
i guess i'll be nevous and scared 5 minutes befoe 10:16
10:11
that's my nervous timing.
at least i'm not going to school.
yay!
on the positive side.
which doesnt seem too appealing to me.
at this point of time.
actually.
i dont know.
i should be in bed now.
dad just reminded me.
and all i went.
was.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
some songs just stay in your head.
and some facts just exist in your brain..
for all this.
its rather okay.
but when there is a person at the back of your mind.
it aint really that cool.
the brain.
just cant throw it away.
and it starts to throb.
and throb.
and it doesnt stop till....
that person hurts you....
but i guess i forgot to mention...
THAT THE THROBBONG JUST GETS WORSE!
kyle.
nice name.
cute name.
[giggles]
from the heart.
anything.
as long as it is from the heart.
is sincere.
so here it is....
********!*******!
what's the point of reading somone's blog just to find out what they are thinking.
well.
sometimes.
that is the only way.
but i dont care.
i hate it.
so there.
that's my view.
its nice to be bratty at times.
quote from hanis.
dad is rushing me to sleeeep.
i guess i need the sleeep.
i am wishing myself all the best for the practical tomorrow.
and.
last.
but NOT the least.
thankz doryy!
<3<3<3<3!!
ZZZzzzzz.
off to my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep...
♥
Monday, August 27, 2007
9:07:00 AM
yay.
free period.
relatively free.
gotten crazy over click five.
omgoodness.
they can sing.
and i just realised.
how slow can i gat.
aparently.
very.
yesterday.
morning.
st hildas sec canteen.
me and doryy.
doryy.
with the double y.
we were there.
stoning.
doodling.
with our infamous doodle books.
the girl filled half the book.
in no less than half a week.
wow doryy.
well.
i tried to do math.
but gave up half way.
not my game.
so.
doryy
started this thing of counting money.
here's the conversation.
"i have 4 bucks"
"i have 17 doryy."
"i meant the small change.intotal.i have 18.40!hah."
"fine.i have[i count small change....o my i have 18.30....oooo...aha!20 cents...that makes 18.50]
hah!i have 18.50!more than you.HAH!"
"errrrmmmm...what else can i say?!'
and then we burst out laughing.
after another hour or so.
jas came.
and we went to the toilet
to take our traditional toilet pictures.
upload tomorrow.
then it was service.
with the rest.
tabbs.na.jo.cherry.
and cell leaders.
jo and kai li.
who was in hawaiian skirt...
hula hula....
heheh....
in the evening.
my dad took us to balmoral plaza
to test the friggin piano for the exam.
and it was like sooo bloddy cold.
my fingers numbed in less than like 3 minutes.
i wonder what i'm going to do for the real thing
which is like this thursday
so i dont think i will be prepared and thus
i wont do well
my prediction....
whatever man.
i hate playing the piano...
ARGHH.....
then we went to tm
to take passport pics for sis
for her biometric passport.
cool mei....
and then yadadada....
ate dinner
and in that procees of filling my tummy.
i sms fought with *** over
an idiots birthdya present
and i was like wth la.
fine.
if you want to be that way.
be that way.
and i aint kidding.
what is the point in me saying anything now?!
i dint even say what you said i said ok?!
and after i told you that.
you dodged everything
that was seriously....
argh.....
never mind.
and i know that if you see this
you'll be pissed again.
ya.
so i'll just not carry on.
new topic
why must you always do something stupid?!
i'm not saying that i do not do stupid things but...
why do you ALWAYS do it?!
do have an issue or something?!
say the wrong things at the wrong times?!
do the wrong things at the wrong times?!
its like you are insane....
suddenly you are sooooooo nice?!
then you turn to this weirdo thing?!
i dont have time to nurse my own hurt feelings.
created my you.
so stop acting like an idiot!
and for goodness sake
dont underestimate me
i hate it when people do that.
dont make me hate you.
argh.........
i always get pissed
with me
and you.
i thin i beeter go do some editing
and then do resaerch on anne frank
before i finally explode....
KA- BOOOOOM!
the click five...
mamamia.i felt like saying that
♥
Saturday, August 25, 2007
6:45:00 PM
now
i dont understand how people can be so dumb.
blind and ignorant of thier own offspring"s feelings
.i always thought that humans could feel each others emotions.
but i realise.
now.
that not everyone has this capability.
and that feeling of being totally not understood
is absolutely frustrating.
so much so to the point
that you are ready to cry out
for what you really want.
i havent blogged bout my week.
from my point.
terrible
and yet full of fun
from my lovely friends.
do you know what is feels like to know that i'm gonna hurt you and i cant tell you?
do you know what is feels like to hate someone and love them at the same time?
do you know what is feels like to be loved?
do you know what is feels like to know that i'll miss you soon?
do you know what is feels like to hate someone but envy what they have?
i know it'll be tough next year
ah
i cant stand thinking bout it
so i'll jjust wait till then
hopefully
it wont be that bad...
D?
G?
i dont know...
so many reasons...
so many restictions...
so many things i havent decided...
so many barriers...
so many thoughts...
so many feelings...
so many ...
and yet
only one choice
in this case
following my head would be a better option
but that would mean that mt heart gets left out
oncei set it
i cant change it
my heart...
what if nothing works out?
my head...
what if i dont like the environment there?
the people part...
its going to get clicky...
and dominated...
despaite the nice people...
i hate clickiness...
if nothing works out
then it'll be wasted
and i wont do well
cos he knows my purpose...
and what if she's there too...
awkwardness..
everyday...
for 2 years...
that's going to be so horrible
ok.ok
sharon...
going to choose...
to stop thinking till she
really has to make the decision....
DEP performance
i sort of got into character
but i was too nervous to remember my lines
but thankfully it came out well
i think i frightened the sec 1
when we were supposed to mingle with the crowd
and ya it dint turn out really well
then i forgot when the music was suppsosed to come in
but it turned out all fine
and in the middle
i guess we were too soft
and jeanna and mrs croz were in the booth
desperately signalling to get louder
this was because i was not making eye contact with the audience
arghhhh sharon!
o well and their signalling
got me to say a wrong word
which makes a big deal
if the audience noticed
"when we got married"
instead of...
"when they got married"
o wellies
secong boo boo
i sat down too early
berfore the mother[jas] turned around
but hanis said it wasnt obvious
cos amanda sort of covered up for me...
thanks manda
and then
that was it for me
socks
they are on ones feet
feet
they stink
and socks
flying ones
are especially dangerous
and absolutely revolting
to the extent where
i'll scream at you
i mean come on
its socks
moral of the story
never throw sock
whether clean os unclean
at anything on the planet
especially people
especially me!
i hope she doesnt come...
i know its mean but...
there is a reason okay?!
yes.yes.we have to spread the word and all
and i should be happy and all....
but there are othere factors too....
like our cell...its like so newly new
and we are like bonding
and if suddenly...
arghh...
i just dont have a goo feeling bout this okay....
well...
at least you promised...
heeehee....
that's whay i actually agreed....
i hope everything will go on fine...
i hope...
i really do....
if one makes a mistake
they ought to apologise
no matter how small
or how great
they one in the wrong
has to apologise
if they dont
one shall be called a loser
well yes
they dont even have the guts to
face up to their own shit
and that
is loserish
i hate it when people do that
hate it
simply hate it
if you read this
and you owe someone an apology
go apologise
and then you can assure yourself
that you proudly not a loser
in this aspect
well
at least you have the guts to face up
i bet the victim of your non- sense
will be proud of you
so go
and not be a loser
wait.i sounded like a tinsy bit of a loser...did i?!
ooopsies..........
ive gotten hooked on certain songs..
beautiful girls
do you know
jenny
omg
the lead for click5
is hot!!!
wols sharon....
ok.ok.
whatever man.
i wonder how church will be tomorrow...
service....
i hope the worship will be fun...
and that the sermon will be fun too...
and not boring...
which would lead to ''secret'' talikng
and lots of shushing form all the cell leaders
amd lots of grins
and pai seh faces
and all the other silly stuff that we do...
when we lose interest in the sermon...
i hope i do my homework before that...
instead of talking to dorry all the time...
o that reminds me...
need to tag tabbs...
and visit dorry's myspace...
my sis want to play some stupid lame game.
but before that
i'll go youtube
i guess
i'll end here....
♥ 2:45:00 PM
piano over
teacher think my sis will fail
and that i will just pass
shit
jas at tuition
no one to sms me
dare not sms hanis
malaysia
or in singapore?
i dont know
jas just smsed me
in tuition
i shant reply
i must be a good friend
sorry jas
plungy
everybody say hello to plungy!
omg
he is like soooo cute....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i'm geeting my plungy sooooooooooooooooooooooooon!
♥ 12:55:00 PM
potential break up song is pretty cool.
listening to it now
.i like the chorus.
piano lesson officially starts in 6 minutes...
argh.
then have to wash my shoes.
and the anutie shirt costume.
homework.
jas.
dorry.
tabby.
na.
jo.
cheryl
tomorrow.
i dont want the weekend to fly away again
like it always does
and never returns until 5 days later
way too long for me to wait
i love 'do you know'
its so deep
and sad
and touching
and cool
listening to it now
enrique
weird name
hanis like it though
i like it without the que
no wait
then it sounds weird
do you know
do you know
do you know
do you know
what do you know
its time for lesson now...
she hasnt arrived but ya
i guess
i gotta go
i'll come back later
i hope
i love plungy
bern shall get it for me....
i wonder what to get her
i promised this so ya
here i go
i love my berny!<33
♥
Thursday, August 23, 2007
9:40:00 PM
ok.ok.not blogged for long.o well.deprived.i just read hanis' post.she came to fetch me after that.omg.she is sooo nice to me man....thanks.and the ass too.she uploaded pics of me in mid air....haha.hopscotch.
i like talking to people
drama people to be exact
you always see new stuff
and frome different perspectives too....
AHHHH.I BLOODY HELL DONT WANT YOU TO COME.GO AWAY!
I DONT LIKE.
short post.
i wana go youtube.
meow
woof
blub blub
BUURRRRRRRRRP!
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Monday, August 20, 2007
10:41:00 PM
omg.pissed.major.but they are fading away.
i need some personal.unrestricted com time to myself.
how i can express themselves when resteicted to a silly time limit.
they'll get soo annoyed that they'll probably lose the inspiration.
like me.
right now.
DEP tomorrow.
i wonder how everything will go.
i want to go to church.
no actually.
i want to hang out with the people in my church.
MY CHURCHIES....
ah...
they are the nicest people....
well.it rare to find people so distant
whom you don't expect to understand
but understand far more than you yourself can comprehend
best of all
they not only know your frrlings
they also know the next step you should take
argh.
like i said.
there goes my dad.
nagging to log off.
i dont want to.....
really gotta go.
argh....
i want churchies.
meow.
meow meow.
i am done
my force.
slam.
♥
Sunday, August 19, 2007
8:18:00 PM
ah...my earlier post kena interrupted....
silly weirdo.
argh man.
now i am in an absolute no mood to do anything.
all i want to say is....
that i love my churchies....tabbs.dorry.jas.na.jo.me.and a little of cheryl?!
i love churchies!
♥ 7:57:00 PM
today.was another day at church.[that weirdo is pestering me again.like right now.omg.]as i was saying.
tabba.dorry.jas and i went tp play hopscotch.me and jas were noobs and tabbs was like so pro.and dorry refused tp play after a while cos she was wearing skirt...sad.and we played to games.i won both.followed by tabbs and jas.that jas cant aim at the square and all of us ended up laughing at her...haha.go jas blog to see pics...lazy to upload.i'll just cope from her later...hehe.
[weirdo dont know how to put cbox....haha]
wait.i gotta go.weirdo needs help.
argh....
♥
Saturday, August 18, 2007
3:04:00 PM
whoa...i havent blogged for sooo long.all my dad's fault...
let me update my life these past 3 1/2 days.
wednesday: school--- boring.
DEP--- not that bad.
no drama--yay!
thursday: school--- boring
after that...i cant remember what happened
friday: school--- boring
DEP---okay.
amanda and i still relied on the script
kristen told us to put lipstick...she looked like a vampire...ah!
zing sat on a chair on the scaffolding.she looked as if she was on the toilet bowl
dhaneesha got freaked out by mrs crothers
clarissa put lipstick.so not-for her.and then she frightned me later.bleahs.ah.
jas did not look motherly like she was supposed to and she kept sleeping on my leg.so tickllish lah!
cell---checked out blogs with cell people.
saturday---today: ZANY GREEN PARADE CUM CROSS COUNTRY
i was in the cross country for my class.together with fonda.erika.si jia.hidayah
and nat.it was quite okay lah...mostly all the sporty people ran.softball.
badminton.bowling.tennis.netball.basketball and what other nots....still.i
guess i did okay comparitively....i got 23 position and my fellow class runners were proud of me....i was first in my class but i think si jia could have been faster than me...cos she said she dint know when to sprint....thanks to ms izrina.sing yan.irene.rui xia.wei yun.ting.ayeshah and amelia who cheered for me....thanks alot...o yes.and mo lao shi too...
just had piano.sis is having now.i think we'll both flunk badly.cos the teacher and us started everything way too late...and the exam date is soon.like in 12 days...shit.that is the same date as the drama performance.o no...ah...better find a way soon....
like even if you knew that is was you.
why must you make it sooooooooooo obvious?!
and for the whole world to see?!
are you nuts?!
anyway.
what you did today was totally enexpected
but nice.
especially with like everyone around.
thanks.
it was nice.
soon.
tomorrow.
yay!
so far.
only 1 person knows....
i intend to keep it that way...
omg.i dint expect you to...
jas dint either...
ha.
i'm the first to know....
cool man...
especially given the way you are...
[sighs]
i dont know if she is lucky...
or not...
i wonder how long?
i am really getting moody these days....
i shall go to have lunch now...at like 3:30 pm
o wellies.
i shall have chicken rice.
unhealthy.
but i just ran 3 km.
so i shant feel so guilty.
besides.
i agreed to eat chicken rice with my dad and sis.
my dad kinda seemed happy that i am eating chicken rice
haha.dad is sooo funny.
my advice learnt from DEP: Never pull down your friends' pants
the results are not pleasant to the eye...
chicken rice....here i come!
♥
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
4:03:00 PM
DEP was horror for me
.and dont ask why.
people who need to know.
they already know.a
nd if i din't tell you
and you read this.
don't come to me asking why
cos i'll just not tell you.
other than that.
i'll probably hate you too.
and don't say i'm sensitive.
its not like you are not.
so just shut the bloddy hell up
i hate you.
you are the cause of all this.
i dont care if you deny it.
i know it.
today.
i thought you were a bitch.
when are you not?
people don't think of you like i do.
cos you are a bloody bitch to me.
and that's all because of your thinking.
and i say that
because
your thinking
is your ego.
i already told you i never did.
and you don't believe.
the only reason
is your
big
obnoxious
ego.
that's not all.
who do you really think you are to me.
"call me tonight if you want to talk to me"
"i am very free"
and im like what the hell?!
you are the bloddy
cause of all this bullshit.
and you want me to talk to you about
how much i hate you?!
and how bloody insensitive you are?!
all i can say
is that i really hate you in this point of time.
and ther's nothing you can do to make me feel better
cause you will always be like this.
last
but not the least i can say
just yet
fuck you.
i really mean it.
i wonder why people enjoy making fun.
teasing.
and spiting another player
and if you that unlucky player.
you're in for hell.
and if you have never been.
you will never know the pain.
you'll never know it.
driving one to the corner
to the peak
to the point
where one explodes
you people who do that
are bloodsuckers
so sucking the miserly life out of me
its misery for me
and joy to you
i'm not going to let you enjoy
you are gonna stop
cos i'll force you to
let's see them
if you'll still enjoy
i sound sadistic.
i sound that way.
you are that way.
that's the difference.
the big difference.
how i wish you are here
in times like today
i need you
i got back results today.
not the least that i could imagine
actually
its typical
but everything.
just not now.
i know i'm jealous of what you have
you don't have to gloat
and add to my misery
that's anothere reason
why i hate you.
i think you like the way
i was today
that was not hat she said though
you made me hopeful
in lies you fabricated
i checked with you reapeatedly
you never boke your cover
and i never saw through your facade
why did you have to lie?
there was no need to
that's why
you'll never get another chance
to smother me in the mud
and drag me down
or watch me fall
in the ploy which you set
or even change your disgusting ways
that is if you will ever
all this you can't
cos you'll never get the chance to.
lijke they say
good riddance to rubbish
exactly to the ones
like you
i hate drama elective and all the elements of it[humans inclusive]
i'm home from school.
♥
Monday, August 13, 2007
4:10:00 PM
i'm home.got back results.not very pleasant.not talking bout.not talking.
you bloody idiot.
what's your problem?
why can't you stop forcing me to take subjects i don't want to?
even my parents are like staying out of this.
they are letting me choose what courses i want to take.
maybe you should too.
do you have any idea how irritating you are?
its not the first time you are lecturing me about this.
and i am not being ungrateful or whatever.
just stop telling me all this.
i dont feel good aabout it.
and i don't know how to tell you.
so i hope you read this.
and then understand.
it'll save me alot.
just stop it okay.
and if you want reasons to why i'm not taking it.
here they are.
6 of them.
that should be enough.
1. i do not do well in the core humanity.dont tell me i have experience in my cca.i
dont do well in it.period
2. even if i qualify, well, i did, i have no interest in it.
3. i don't understand the people in that class.i can't relate to them.so...no.
4. the huamnity and the combined humanity are pretty much the same.i dont wanna
learn similar stuff.plain boring.
5. i prefer another core humanity and i do well in that.
6. if i take the humanity that you want me to, it does not really help in the career
i wanna choose.
i dont care if you are happy or not.
i was just enlightening you.
i know i usually don't talk to you like this.
its just because i cant stand it.
still. i'm not sorry for that.
and there may be a chance that i'll take that course.
just don't get your hopes too high.
anyway.
arent you just forcing me to take it for your own benefit?
well. maybe not.
still. it doesn't appears to me this way.
i think you're plain selfish.
most of all.
stop preaching to me.
i cant stand it.
in other words.
please shut up and leave me alone
its sweet to lean on another's shoulder.
it was bony.
but at least i have one to lean one.
and that. i'm grateful for.
and when i was about to fall off.
fingers placed my sleepy head back.
not once.
but again and again.
afterall.
the path is pretty bumpy.
still.
i love that bony shoulder.
kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.i love your smile.
kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.i love your attitude.
kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.i love your walk.
kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.i don't know you
kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.kaname kuran.but i want to.
i wonder how all the sec 4 people are.with the O results.
i'm going now.
:)
untitled
♥ 9:10:00 AM
trying to find you.
but you seem to leave no trace.
are you really that innocent?
i gave up
and another.
i'm not sure if the place is even available.
did you get that message?
i can't do anthing but wonder...
that is the only answer to that question of mine...
omg.you are so...girly?!
i am now disgusted...ew...
i don't know why either.
i just freaked myself out.
no.
actually.
you did it.
free period exists only once a week and i'm trying my best to make the best of it.to me-forgive me if that doesn't happen.
*blew my cover yesterday.i couln't help it.and yes.it is my fault.i'll just have to find ways to cover it all up.cover it all so no one will notice.yet, i must say, the act will only be successful if it is entirely noticeable.well, at least part there of.i hope a don't make another blunder to ruin my life.this is waht i'm looking for.i can't ruin self' happiness with self- foolishness.i'll try my best.
circumstances will determine the rest.and it better be good...*
im trying to say what i want to.but this space.for MY feelings.to express MY thoughts.MY inner most thoughts.has now sadly become a place where people deduce assumptions.and then freak me out with them.now.at this state.how.is one supposed to express their feelings.without being squished in the smack middle of all the utter nonsense of a teenage life.that is not fair.to me.
i'm gonna say it all now....and people.deal with it.
i hate you.
for reasons i do not know.
having everything at the expense oof someone else.
isn't fun.
especially when you cant treasure it.
that's what i hate you for.
i hate you for not treasuring what you have.
and what you have.
is very precious and important to me.
i guess it is to you too.
so.
treasture it.
it's really worth it.
all this.
with meaning.
and that too.
alot.
i don't know what is fake and what is not.
people act all the time.
on stage and in life.
to hide their faults or differences.
or their fear.
everyone hs fears though.
i have mine.
fears are meant to be overcome.
its not for other players to make use of at their expense.
it is not.
so stop it.
this is why i am stopping the end to all this acting thing.
drama.
its fun.
and its pretty scary.
for those who can't handle the pressure.
these people.
just back out.
these people.
are just too scared.
i am.
among these people.
so stop asking me to.
for now.
i'm deciding to get back to the normal crowd.
being different has its prices.
i simply can't afford it.
even if you pay for me.
its not all this that i want.
i want what they say everyone has.
i want to find it.
that's all i want.
i have a goal.
i'm trying to head towards it.
you're just an obstruction.
and now.
the first thing i'm doing.
is to overcome you.
i think i made good use of this period.there is no need to forgive me, me.
you seem like kaname kuran
in both looks.
and attitude.
i don't really know you.
so i'm not really sure.
all i know. is that you've given me.
much to dream and much to wish.
those figers.
are the exact of kaname kuran
and the hair.
what i admire is that you dare to be different
that i clearly saw.
that stand you take.
i admire.
and wish to be like you.
♥
Sunday, August 12, 2007
7:25:00 PM
You are 42% Bittch! Well about half way there to becoming a full out Bittch! It won't be long now! I think you have a little devil and little angel in you! Right now there are fighting! Maybe the devil will win and you will be a big Bittch!
How much of a B*tch Are you?
Create MySpace Quizzes
i am a bitch.yay????
♥ 6:38:00 PM
okiez.erm...ok.tadya.sunday.oh.clarissa's birthday.happy birthday.today.i was soo tired in the morning...nearly couldn't wake up but ya.did eventually.went to church and saw dory...sat down...then we waited there.and waited.finally.a pathetic call from her.
"hello.sharon ar?"
"ya.eh...where are you?[could tell that she JUST woke up]"
"erm...i at home.eating breakfast."
"what?!"
"i overslept lah...i slept at 1 am okay1!"
"whatever lah...hurry okay?!"
"okies...******!"
"******"
omg.that girl.in the mean time.xavier and xiao cheng came to sit with us with evangeline...omg.she's cute.but she doesn't laugh....then jas came.and we all spent the time clowning around and trying not to let her bit MY markers which dory incosiderately sprawled all ove the table.i hate you man...she did lick a couple of tham but ya.i'm like sooo surprised that xavier and xiao cheng actually played with her and that XC was like pushins that pram....i thought guys dint like babies and couln't be bothered with small....people?!that's what jas says...okies...then we went out for lunch.jas.na.cherry.and me.to yoshinoya...i was broke so...not very fun...then we were walking back when we saw this free tatoo thing...heehee.so we did it...here's me and jas' ankles...
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nice right...ps.if you see it school tomorrow...dont give us away man...i hope my socks will cover it...dang...i gotta pull them up high high...argh....
some things i need to say before i go....
i had to get it over and done with.but i could not bring myself to.she forced me to.well.it was to help me.still.i just dint want to.and he asked why.and i made some silly remark.whatever me.they say i'm not.still.i dont know.what's the point when others have an opinion bout me...but i myself dont.shit.dang.hate it.
i cant believe you lied.the least you could have done was not to reply to any of that right.wait.i havent talked to her for long.so it might not still be continuing.if it is.i think you're not worth it.and i'll just despise you for that.i will never in mylife say it.unless REALLY REALLY in desperate need.this isn't one of them.and if it is in the process.dang you.i think you're low.
i saw i side that i never saw before.it was cool.you and you for me.ha.havent told anyone.just yet.
i'll tyr to find if you have one
your smile is sweet.and white.i like it.smile more often.
okies.said my piece.God bless.ciaos.
♥
Saturday, August 11, 2007
3:20:00 PM
| Your Lucky Underwear is Blue |
You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them.
You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist.
Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry.
If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first. |
| Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP) |
Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.
Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
♥ 2:25:00 PM
| Your Hair Should Be Purple |
Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional.
You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights. |
| You Should Paint Your Room Blue |
Peaceful and soothing, blue rooms have been known to reduce blood pressure.
Your blue room will encourage deep rest and great sleep.
A blue room is the perfect oasis for a stressful life. |
| You Are Downtown |
You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live.
Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza. |
| You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut |
You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.
You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...
Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.
To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions. |
| Your Italian Name Is... |
Ortensia Lombardi |
♥ 2:11:00 PM
| Your Monster Profile |
Blood Thirsty Midget
You Feast On: Tofu
You Lurk Around In: Closets
You Especially Like to Torment: Crybabies |
♥ 1:59:00 PM
| Your Heart is Feeling Open |
You have no idea where your love path leads, but you're looking forward to the journey.
For you, love as an adventure. While you may get hurt, that's the risk you have to take.
You are receptive to any love or relationship that may come your way. You can't predict love!
Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Anything... both good and bad
Your current outlook on love: Free spirited and flexible
Your love life will improve if you: Protect yourself a little. You don't have to be open to every romantic experience.
Watch out for: Treating love as a game |
my quiz
♥ 11:56:00 AM
First off, what's your name?
Sharon.Sharon Alice Joseph
Okay, but what does your best friend call you?
wait.what does she call me?frankly.i don’t know....i think she calls me “eh...”
Jas, what DO you call me?
Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
my first kiss is secure.except whan jos grabbed me that day.thanks alot darling!
Who is the fourth received call on your call log?hanis khairunnisa bte aizad..opps...i dint return the call.
Hey.wait.you owe me money....hehe.
If you could change your eye color what would it be?
why would i want to do that?i like my current colour....
What is the wallpaper on your phone?
me and hanis.black.white dresses.changing room.
Don’t think sick.we weren’t doing anything.
Wait.were we???How many pillows on your bed?
Two. One mine and the other my sis.together with 2 blosters.and Ticles,my sis mokey plush.
Who was the last text message you sent to?
hanis...today morning
What color is your shirt right now?
Grey.Giordano spaghetti
What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
i don’t know....graduating with all my brain cells intact?!
Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
what’s with the questions and my phone.i’m supposed to answer them...Not my phone?!
Anyway...its ah mah=granny=popo=grandma=grandmother
I think you get it...
When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
when i heard the answer hanis gave to a science question when we WERE studying...
Haha...you should have heard it too...
What school did you attend in secondary?
TKGS---tanjong katong girls’ school
Do you have a crush on somebody?
tummy ache.will be right back.by then.i would have skipped this...
FYI.my crush will never be someone who ask ignorant questions like...yourself probably?!
Who was the last person that made you laugh?
hi.i’m back
My sis and her antics.last seen.today morning before she for tuition
Now i know why home is so quiet...
Do you like Quiznos?
what are they?do they contain fruits?pineapple?kiwi?cherry?papaya?watermelon?
I think you get what i mean...so do they???
Who do you make fun of the most?
jas.what does she do CORRECTLY?
As in.the NORMAL way....
What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
1 hour and 18 or 22 minutes....
Do you think you've gotten prettier/more handsome since grade school?
inner beauty outshines outer beauty you nut!!!
Have you seen your best friend cry?
ya...havent you?
Do you dance in the car?
no.either i fight with my sister.get annoyed.annoy.listen to music.sms.complain.whine.
OR SLEEEEEEEEP....ZZZZZZZZZZ
What do you think of hunting and fishing?
i’m hungry....
Do you and your best friend act alike?
no.okay.maybe.just a LTTLE bit.tinsy bit.
Well.why else would we be best friends right?!What is a noise that you cannot stand?your nonsensical dialoges...during your “peak time”...
what?dont look at me like that? Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you're sleeping?no.they part time helper does it.but she comes whan i’m not at home in the after noons...so i guess...its okay then....Are your parents in love?ya.i saw then holding hands at Carrefour yesterday.now that that is a sign of love...so yes.they are in love.....At what age did you get your mp3 player/ipod?stop rubbing it in...What do you hear right now?the buzzing of the computer.i think its the computer.and the screeching of the busses.Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?sleep at a friend'sWhen was the last time you wrote a note, and to who?jeanna.when she asked me bout taking DEP next year...now i feel all bad again....:(Has something happened where you honestly thought you were gonna die?i always feel that way but end up surviving through in the end...strong immune system...so those vitamin pills do help.... What do you smell like right now? fresh.that’s what the deodorant bottle says...and you better believe it....well.i do...Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?depends to who....What shoes did you wear today?its a Saturday morning dude.i haven’t gone out YET.
The last shoes i wore..were sadly.northstar school shoes...What makes you lose your appetite?food that i don’t like??
What color is your laundry basket?
which one?
One of them is light pink...the my blogskin...while the other is crimson...
Does your mom make you wear a winter coat?
we apparently live in Singapore.which is located near the equator.so we wouldn’t need one unless we are at snow city.apparenty.i don’t live there.so no.my mum does not make me wear a winter coat...
Does it contain fur?
i said i don’t wear one...and the one i have...wait...i’ve out grown it..Do you own any Hollister polos?i hate collar shirts...
How do you like your steak?Well- done duh?
Or else its pink inside...ewww!
Who's in your house right now?
dad n i
Where did you get your last bruise from?
in the school canteen.wait..that wasn’t a bruise...
I know...when we were rehersing seventeen.i did a chin up back stage and hit against a metal pole thing...ouch...i still have the mark....
Where did you last go out to eat?
suntec.we had Turkish food.its nice.
Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?its certainly not you and yay.your done with your questions...
:)
♥
Friday, August 10, 2007
11:54:00 AM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!OOPS.ONE DAY LATE....
yay.i got new blogskin.pink.but not bimbotic.hehe.i love the skin.the pink i so nice.yest.was not a good day.so boring.parents said they would take me out but dint.i slept alot.so much so that my mum said my face became puffy.i dint think so.then i did the blogskin thing.i reverted new blogger to the classic templates.new blogger is soo complexed.not for novices like me....later.my sis and i watched the 9 o'clock show...honour and passion...that show is sooo funny.and cute.the character personalities are the nicest.so my type.and that guy.haha.my parents dint watch.they were at donna's grandpa's wake.MY CONDOLENCES TO THE FAMILY.we dint even know til like 8++.live the dream seems very boring though.i am sick ot such singing shows.bleahs.soo the same.kick out.kick out.champion.yay.i think its boring.
TODAY
i cut vegies for the soup.mom will be going out for class later.then will be back at 5-6++.then we will go to town for dad's clothes shopping...
mom saya we are second priority,so mean.she may take us shopping tomorrow.yay.i hope she does.i want that LBD.though i cant wear it to church.but for other times....i like it.my sis is soo annoyingly CUTE?!i dont know lah.that girl pisses me off but i like to irritate her and bully her too....we were watching hana kimi again yest.then my parents forced us to bed.again today.but my mum said my sis had to study.argh...i wana watch.i shall try to chase her out to the living room to study so i can watch...mean...but MY exmas are over.so not mean....hehe.
i wonder how it went.tried to find out.but cant just yet.
where are you?why never get back?did you forget?
i wonder how's everything.
i think you forgot.but you can't....can you?
i hope they are okay
i don't even know if that was really you
you dint react that day.
i don't trust that girl.
coward
she just makes up everything
its not like you to be like that
and is sooo desperate for everything
still.
i think i'll be back again later.cos i dont have anything else to do....other than the piano.not very fun.i'll just get it done and over with.SOON.hopefully.i smell soup.
*tummy rumbles*
*tummy growls*
*GROWL!*
i'll go check it out....
and ya.if you ain't coming back.
you may have your fears
i'm not looking for you either.
i hope you get over them.
though i want to...
and everything else
♥
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
8:25:00 PM
i love that LBD.hanis prefered it in white.she said black makes me look small...and flat.but i like the black.she was into bblack mini-s today.for some apparent reason.i'm not sure if i wanna move.anymore.soooo.troublesome....still.it'll be good.i wonder how it was.i think it went very well.ah.carnival day was so boring.i dint like it.so boring.ZZZzzzzz.....the comp isnt loading and ya.i am pissed.my sis just ended tuition.and i need to have my dinner too.i wonder what my family is gonna do tomorrow man...i hope it'll be fun.cos i wanna play and have fun....now we're going to go out for dinner...yay?i dont know if i wanna.i just wanna slack....tomorrow is erika's birthday...so easy to remember.national day.and i hated walking aroung today.everyone was in red.eeeew.i dint like it.whatever sharon.its national day.wadya expect.still.i dint like it....i want the noteboom diary type...so...meeeee..hahaz.not funny sharoneee....the comps so slow.i like that LBD.i want it.its sooo.NICE.yay.i want it.NOW.now.NOW.whatever.my dad just ticked me off for rail9ing...argh..gtg.
♥
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
10:14:00 PM
i got my As for science and english.yay.i am moving.like now.
shut the bloody hell up and get on with life.
ENJOY
you are sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good
there was only one.argh
♥
Monday, August 06, 2007
5:47:00 PM
> my slippers<
.JPG)
>traditional sunday picture<
>jas on the toilet bowl<
>me on the toilet bowl<
.another traditional sunday picture<
>me n jas jumping at vivo<
>me n jas at the studio<
i look so scary and jas looks emo...haha
>yet another traditional picture with dory<
>the toilet bowl<
>me n jas in my dad's car<
>my cell at sentosa a long time ago...<
>my huge pink tongue n jas<
>on the way to sentosa....<
>we were so tired and yet we still took a picture<
> the good girl and the bad<
>the last traditional sunday picture...for now<
finally finnished uploading some pics...alot more but still.i did a little.i am still sticking to this but will move SOOON.and jas is coming over soon.just like we decided and ya....tmrw there is our musical performance and ya...its Damn FUN LAH SO YA...DOING MATH SOOON...i guess i beeter tag in peoples blog before they say i am mean...cherros....
P.S. dont touch jas teedy bear keychain thing....its prickly and ugly....i named it fugly...haha.and she hates that...hahahaz
♥ 9:39:00 AM
i am playing with my hair again....haha.so fun.lit was horrible.dint test what i or what megan learnt...she was pretty pissed.i love whacking her shoulder blades.and she dont mind...you shld try it too.damn fun lah....i hate my sister for being irritating.yest.she bought lime juice and there was this ipod RED lucky draw thing and i was like screaming about it and i was like...OMG...I M SO FILLING THIS UP but that girl waslike.no.thats my juice and so i am filling it up...and i was like.wtf man....argh....and then we started this quarrel and my dad was like.its her juice o she can fill it up.i am sooo gonna but a pack too amn.....argh...that sister of mine.i was so pissed lah...l9ke who woulnt be right?like she dont know that i want it badly.....i wanna move soon.everything.this.my house too.i am beginning to hate my house for some reason.i dont know why either.i have my study room the most.so i wanna n move house.i hope we will.it'll be so cool to have my OWN room.all for me...then i can personalise it and appreciate it too.ah...dreams....
i wanna move away from here too...no....freedom?!i dont know.jas will be coming over in the holidays....will be soo fun...charu popped to check on me...hahah....she lets me bully her lah...i like people like that...but she also always bully me too...just like hanis...and jas...always say things i dont like...but still...they are nice...nana is also nice to me....jo tooo.makes mt laugh soo much in church...they were soo happy when i said that i would go lunch next week...fell quite guilty cos they always ask me to go...but i always make up some excuse to run away...sorry guys...they are so damn nice lah....and tabbs too....with dory and all....ahhhh.that dory always bully me and jas...but we dont know how to bullt her back...how sad man...still.she is damn fun..i wonder when ids the next time we will all go out together....maybe soon...hopefully....ahhhh....
i havent found costumes for my auntie thing yet.....i dont hve any aunties in singapore so ya...pretty much hard to find...o man...its by tomorrow...o shit.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.where to fnd?if you guys got....lend me pleaseeeeeeee.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....icant wait for the exams to get over...then jas can come over and we and hanis can to to far east together man...and my dad will take me shopping and yes...i want shop till i9 get tired and burn a big hole in my daddy's pocket....wahahaha....i cant wait to shop.my dad wants to buy new shuttlecocks to play badminton.yay.after the exams me and hanis and jas can go swimming tooo....yay.i love swimming man...wont feel the pain till the next day...i am aiming to cover 40 laps in my next visit to the pool...i hope i accomplish it man...will be sooo proud of myself then...yay....i shall go on wed or thurs then...i love this week....short and sweet...how i wish it would always be likw this lah.....argh...now to vent all the pissings in me......
i saw it.and smiled sub-consciously.and i realised what i did not want.but not yet what i wanted.well i have a some what gi=uess but i am not sure it is correct.so ya.and i forgot.actually cos i dint go there.so ya.not my fault.whatever lah.i dont know....wtf man..........
i asked you.i tried.arghhhhh.i am getting pissed now.i was troubling myself with it on sat moring.sun nap.and i asked the way i should but you dint reply.i need to know.well.if not.i need an alternative.and i dont see one so ya...hurry.....pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease.omgplease lah...i really need it okay......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.if you aint telling.find me a SAFE way out of all this and stop it from happening....yuo should.if you dont.then i'll e like that.then you soso not happy.if like this.then you say i am rude,then not happy....arghhhh.how now?i dont care lah...i should but like....arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.YOU teel me
Go check out wuzun's blog!he supports ZESPRI---my fave brand of kiwi fruit.....ahhhhh!
:X to you.
♥
Saturday, August 04, 2007
7:17:00 PM
not blogged for 2 days.
history was okay.i dont think i'll do well but ya.
i shall continue this post later.
i have to go to auntie paulines chalet now.
dads calling
bye
argh...i dont know what to do with you and everything else.
:(sad
i am home from school.......
♥
Thursday, August 02, 2007
3:58:00 PM
yes.i am.after school.and there's my most hated sub test tmrw....yes.and i have to study.gosh i hate it lah.....so darn boring.then waited for hanis to fetch me and waited for her outside her classroom for like soooo long before she came out...she took 5 minutes to pack her bag...then i ate lunch and she forced me to tell her somethings that i did not wish to...well secrets are not supposed to be told right???even to a best ass pal....maybe yes...but not this time...i always say that.but still.not his one...and then she interrogated me and refused to let me off.that girl...there was 2.4 km retest today...and natalie made it...in like 16 minutes++...sooo good....last time it was like 19 minutes ++++...and now...she's sooo fast...and i'm pissed at charu...she failed by like ONE pathetic bloody second okay....arghhh...sooo sad...and since meggs was the timer person...she feels awfully guilty lah...its not your fault meggies...she and erika and jo and juan entertained me today.....they made me laugh so much that my tummy hurt....and hanis and arra too...on the bus ride home....okays.i shall say the rest and leave to mug thoses JO and elections stuffies......
if you miss.just tell her.i know she wiil understand....like why shouldnt she right?she's gonna leave you soon...besides.you guys have been avoiding each other for almost a year +++ now.stop it.its better for the both of you.trust me.maybe.she misses you too.friends have their ups and downs...dont carry it on for too long.just tell her.i know its not easy.cos you dont know her reactions.i think.that if you dont tell her soon.and its too late.you'll regret.and friendship can mostly be salvaged.but its hard when she'd at the other side of the planet adjusting to life there.but.like they say.you never know till you try.go for it!jia you!!!DO IT!!!!
i taoed.you dint.what is wrong with you man?wait.i think something is wrong with me...not you.anyway.who said it was your fault?i jst said that i was going to blame you for it.and there's nothing you can do about it.well you can...but.i dont know....i think you'll know what i'm talking about.cos you generally do know things that i dont....i hope you know this one too...i really hope you can find out if you don't and tell me...i'll be happy.relieved.smiling.when you do....but i'm not now...so ya.do what you supposed to do...think for yourself...if not me...
like you have ever?!over my dead body....i hate you now....
Be my kaname kuran.
I'll love you then.
Alot.
I promise.
Then we'll both be happy.
Together.
* **** ***!
FONDA TAUGHT ME THIS: F___ *** !
haha.i love that.now to bathe and then to MUG.
ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.
♥
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
9:40:00 PM
science sucked.dint know how to draw thoses rays.:(.i saw that ass in the morning.poor her.so sick.and now got a scratch on her fone.just like me.and then.i saw jos.that girl.she hugged me for like.i dont know how lond and how hard.and then squished my face onto her cheeks.well.not exactly my face.a certain part of ti.but it was sick jos!argh....bern's lag is dying.then the test.then sci.free period.where i finished book 4.i loved it.so much info in such nice pics and the ways she tells the tale.omg.talented lah...then NAPFA.good and bad.got A for everything EXCEPT sit and reach...missed A by like 1 cm...i've never missed at all...in like the 4 years lah...duh i shall retest.argh...but i pulled of a record of mine of 35 pull up thingies.i was pleased.thanks meggs for all the encouragement...meggs is like sooo fast for the shuttle run.10.5 secs lah...and sarah tried to beat her but falied.meggs grins that annoying grin...she loves to do that...cos she knows i hate it...SHE KNOWS....then i saw hanis at the NAPFA thing...pooe ass pal...and she had the cheek to tell nicole from 2/3 all the names that i hate to be called.so now nicole calls me sherry-alice-cupcake-joseph-dearie os something like that..like...????what was i to do but shriek....that ass pal...but she explained history to me...on the bus..and forced me to listen to MCR on the bus...i was obliged to...and so i did...O.i passed chinese!!!!i really did lah...but with a C5.my dad was like you need to improve but still good...hahah......i forgot what else i wanted to blog...o yes...pray for all the korean missionaries held captive in afgan...2 of them are already killed...sadly...
REMEMBER TO PRAY FOR THEM....jeanna's spreading the word...okies...i shall get some shut-eye now.....
how can you say that so calmly?
i thought we felt the same way about this...
i don't think the same anymore...
after what i read....
and i hate you for not feeling the way i feel...
i'm not pleased at all....
never expected that fom you....
cogrATS.I DONT KNOW.DONT ASK WHY.IHATE you.wait do i?over it.am i?wtf.i dont know.and you arent telling me why either
NOTE: PLEASE DON'T ASSUME WHAT I SAY IS WHAT YOU THINK I SAY...AND TO WHOM YOU THINK I'M TALKING ABOUT COS YOU MAY NOT BE RIGHT.SO DONT GUESS.
AND DONT TRY TO.AND DONT ASK ME WHOM OR WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT PERSONALLY COS ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME YOUVE DONE IT
> my slippers<.JPG)
>traditional sunday picture<
>jas on the toilet bowl<
>me on the toilet bowl<
.another traditional sunday picture<
>me n jas jumping at vivo<
>me n jas at the studio<
>yet another traditional picture with dory<
>me n jas in my dad's car<
>my cell at sentosa a long time ago...<
>my huge pink tongue n jas<
>on the way to sentosa....<
> the good girl and the bad<
