j, you make me smile.
♥
Thursday, July 09, 2009
7:25:00 PM
I wanna drop out of school and take the big Os as a private candidate.
But I can't.
So, it's okay.
I'll just do it with j ♥
♥
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
7:39:00 PM
I came home, and now I'm here.
I dug back our chat history,
and found the blog where you kept memories of 08.
I found my name,
amongst our happy escapades.
I looked down at the keyboard,
And blamed myself.
I don't like looking straight at you,
yes.
This isn't something that is forced upon me,
It's a conscious choice.
A choice,
that I am making,
for me.
This once.
i miss bernice, jasmine and juan.
so badly.
tomorrow is love's day.
♥
Monday, June 08, 2009
10:53:00 PM
Stop it with not taking me seriously, please? I really don't like it.
Tomorrow's gonna ba a great day, meeting love after school. HAPPY HAPPY.
CAN'T WAIT.
weaker than you think.
♥
Monday, May 25, 2009
7:14:00 PM
My grades are screwed,
my mind too.
I'm scared,
anything you wanna do to make things worse?
Hit me.
b'cosofyou.
♥
Friday, May 22, 2009
9:29:00 PM
Let me say this for the millionth time, this week, was so tiring.
Chinese marks were so extremely horrible, social studies was screwed too. And topping off the worst- event list today, Amath was screwed as well. I freaking don't know why. I mean, I really don't care if they paper was difficult or challenging or whatever, but once it's screwed, yeah boy, it is.
Chinese IR was kinda productive for one. That madeline cheong teacher is kinda goooood. And she's got sharp ears. I was mumbling to myself about the meaning of the words when we were going through the answers, and she kept going through the words I wanted to know. Then, I finally realised she could hear us, all the way from the corner! Thankfully, her eyes aren't all that sharp, I was enjoying chocolate oreo, in the com lab(:
Drama was totally off on thursday. I screwed up the lines, and my blocking. I mean, what else could get better? I'm hell scared for monday, and shit shit shit scared for tuesday. Not to mention internal group issues. I'm at fault.
I can't do chinese. And I don't know how I'm gonna save myself, or even, attempt to do so.
I said what I've said. Where can't you just face up and like, get on with it!? I'm annoyed at you, yes I am. But you still make me laugh.
I shall go mope. Because
1) I have to face siow tomorrow; he have me a sad smiley when he texted me. Gosh):
2) I have chinese tuition. I don't wanna see my lao shi, cos I'm gonna get stressed.
3) I'm tempted to sleep, but i just slept for 2 hours prior to now.
4) I'm having internal issues; Someone needs to save me. but not you.
5) Everyone's talking about Adam Lambert's loss, and freaking not Kris Allen's win. ):
6) I feel fat and pasty.
7) I'm scared to look at my lines.
That gives me enough reason to climb back into bed, and stare at my pretty flower balloon.
MY FLOWER BALLOON HAS NO MORE CENTRE AND HAS ONLY 3 PETALS COS THE OTHER 2 PETALS AND THE CENTRE SHRUNK.
